god.. so tired this few days.. today is the eve of christmas.. yet im at home sleeping the whole day.. pretty amazed by how much i can sleep in a day haha.. tomorrow then go out play..
anyway.. on with the annual tkd camp.. actually we are supposed to check out on the 24th morning.. some misunderstanding in the booking progress.. anyway everyone did had alot fun.. i went there as the "tua pek gong" post actually.. because im not in the organising team this time round.. so from a 3rd person's POV.. andy they all actually did really good.. in fact better than the previous time whereby sheng and i planned.. everything was done in great detail and everyone enjoyed the games and all.. the trainees also gathered much confidence to speak up and open to trainees from other clubs, which they have not met before..
over the 3 days.. many of our seniors came down too.. like peiqi, siya (hope i spelled it right), and john.. we actually had some sharing time with john and that left me thinking hard.. he mentioned that studies is always 1st.. and dont treat taekwondo this passion too over serious.. but when talking about achievements.. international based.. but what about the rest of us.. like me.. i dont study because i hated it.. and i devote close to everything in my life to taekwondo.. but what achievements have i got? like what mr lee say.. "is the best that you all had performed really your best?" john said the same thing too.. actually im really very doubtful of my own abilities.. i asked.. we started off so late.. and the prime years had long gone before us.. is it really possible for us now to shine? 1 simple answer from him: why not?
true.. thinking for 1 whole night.. i realised.. the best that i always perform is not my best.. i can shoot further.. i know this is far from my limit.. i can improve more.. like what john say.. if you dont perform.. its not your fault.. think through the night after training.. the mistakes you did.. how are you going to improve it.. some sort of AAR..
well.. i shall not say more.. actions speak louder than words.. the only way to improve is to train.. thats all i can say..
anyway.. the training camp videos and pictures i will upload it into facebook.. i will also send it to the seniors via the anglican email.. peace out!
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