alright.. i dont know what im angry at now.. i feeling damn grumpy now.. just now came home and saw a stupid bamboo pole hanging across my room with all the stupid clothes on top.. making the room super stuffy.. cant they just put it elsewhere? everything also put in my room.. im fucking sick of it already..

today was a really disappointing day.. make me more sick and tired of NS.. my happiest time today is of course the time at changkat.. forever.. nothing beats better than being with the taekwondo team..

had our detachment proficiency test today.. didnt do very well.. and some more lost to other guns.. i dont know about winston and the rest of my gun crew.. but sub-conciously, i think i am actually aiming for the top gun position.. maybe thats why im so disappointed?

imagine after a tiring day.. you just want to go into your lovely room to rest.. and you see the fucking bamboo pole.. see? im grumpy about this again.. till now.. i havent talk to my parents yet.. dont want to talk about it also.. im damn pissed off now.. what the hell......