Step Out of Reality

Training Camp 2010

2010-12-31T13:14:00.002+08:00

Finally the camp has ended. This year round's training camp, I should say it is successful, but can be even better. It really feels good to see everyone so enthusiastic in training, and at the end of the camp, everyone improved. From the first day of training you see their kicks, and the last kick they did for the camp, the difference is really big. Now that our club is standardized, I believe we can really go further in improving the standards.

And also, the Shanghai trainers are really so professional and friendly. They know when and what to do with the kids to make them always in tip top condition for training. Despite the harsh training, surprisingly, everyone had fun.

Some real golden moments are the time I spent with the kids from Mountbatten CC. At first they felt so inferior just because they are only yellow belters, but they proved to everyone that be it in discipline or in standards, they are not far behind from their seniors. I felt really glad when they asked us for a pose of picture. Indeed the sense of satisfaction is great.

Hope that in 2011, there will be more events coming as the new committee rise. "Heineken" jiayou! (From Master Hsiao Zz)

Fruitful Events

2010-12-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

Alright. Recently, things are going quite well for me, although the MOE still haven't contact me for the interview, causing my morale going down again. Have to wait for at least 3 weeks to know whether they shortlisted me or not. How I know? Simple, if I don't get the email, means i FAIL~ But at least I've got a job now to sustain my life for now.

Anyway, that aside, the camp date is nearing. Now is where every jigsaw pieces piece together. All the good and bad things started happening too. But I'm glad that at least they spoke up now, rather than to create a big hoo-haa at the camp.

Also, Andy and I went for the demonstration workshop on the 28th Nov. A very rewarding course indeed. We tried things we've never done before, like the back flip, and also learned the fundamentals for demonstration kicks like 540 and so on. The best thing is I think we got almost all the course instructors' attention. ;)

And lastly for our club matters, Mr Tan came up with ideas on building up our club funding, like organizing Changkat Open, go for field trips etc. Seems like this coming year 2011 will be a busy and fruitful one. STAY POSITIVE! :)

What have I done wrong?

2010-11-25T19:02:00.003+08:00

hais.. i can really say that i'm feeling lots of ups and downs emotions recently..

i don't know what i have said or done.. she say she's busy and i kept talking to her.. so she didn't reply.. but how come i got this super strong feeling that she is avoiding me..

maybe i should step back.. still freaking hell stucked with fantasizing.. and i've got so many things to handle..

so happy that i passed my EPT.. it really means alot to me.. because it meant that i'm a step closer to realising my dream.. but no one like seems to care.. true.. it's not THEIR achievement or celebration or whatsoever anyway.. guess i shouldn't bother much about others also..

now what i should do now is slap myself out of that silly dreaming.. and get serious in work.. that's it.. this is the end..

and what the hell.. i lost a good pen at the office.. damn..

Smooth Sailing

2010-11-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

alright.. today is indeed a fruitful day.. Sheng paid for my lunch of meatball noodles.. HAHA..

anyway.. i'm glad that finally i settled the air tickets for the overseas trainers.. really stunned when the lady told me it's very expensive.. then i give a sigh of relief when she said it's $820.. not that cheap actually.. but it isn't very expensive either.. AND it really burn a very BIG hole in my bank account.. (and i'm not sure if i can get it back) considering that the club fund's not alot actually.. but if no one book it.. it will be left undone.. or maybe it will never be done.. so i just have to suck it up..

now is only left the hotel booking, camp schedule and the safety manual.. and then all we have to do is cross our fingers.. hope there are better response.. and wait for the D-Day..

PAMELA! GOH PE* X**

2010-11-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

PAMELA!

*see i mentioned you already :)*

End of Holiday!

2010-11-05T01:04:00.002+08:00

alright.. next week will be the last traveling trip for the year.. and finally after this trip, i can settle down for all the important stuffs.. like planning the taekwondo training camp.. getting a job.. think of games for ms chin's christmas gathering.. follow up on my English for the EPT (if i fail).. etc etc.. lots of things to catch up on..

till now.. everything's in bits and pieces.. but slowly yet progressively.. its becoming a very big and nice picture.. and unknowingly.. i actually did patched down quite alot of contingency plans.. haha.. of course.. it would be best that the main plans are smooth and sailing.. but you know.. MURPHY.. the damned murphy's law.. haha..

anyway.. i will try to update more on the progress of everything.. mostly for taekwondo i guess.. although i doubt anyone will come and read.. the most they will go to our anglican site.. but i guess i will just use it as sort of a note for my progress.. till then! HAPPY HOLIDAYS! :)

2010-09-15T14:53:00.002+08:00

shoot.. 1 week have past since i ORD.. registered for the EPT.. heard from Ms Chin that next year January there will be an intake for NIE.. so now im not sure whether to go out for temporary jobs or to stay at home.. abit lost..

but one thing im sure.. im not stopping taekwondo.. heh heh.. and also this blog.. very sick of posting daily life or those irrelevant stuff.. maybe i should think of some ideas.. killing this blog will be such a waste..

ORD LO!

2010-09-01T22:30:00.003+08:00

hmm.. very busy with alot of things this 2 months.. rarely have the time to post already..

in camp: though alot people say it is supposed to be relaxing in the last month of service.. but to me no.. sadly to say.. because we have no understudies.. so we had to do alot of preservation and seal alot of things.. so the best thing to do is clear leaves and offs.. to get away from all the arrows haha..

in taekwondo: alright.. just returned from a very fruitful vietnam trip.. and now i'm all geared up for the upcoming tournament on the.. 12 Sept..? gonna be fighting big this time.. i have to win!

that aside.. i've volunteered to plan this year's training camp too! though there's bits and pieces everywhere.. i believe all will come to a beautiful picture by end of this week.. i mist make use of my leave to do it.. :)

last but not least.. another vietnam trip! going back to see my dear friends there.. newly made friends.. hope that the preparations can go through.. and off i go.. this time with a more enriching and fruitful experience!

that's all for the updates for now.. next time i might post other more relevant issues.. posting about daily life.. seems kinda junky? -.-''

Beat

2010-07-18T21:59:00.003+08:00

finally got another chance to blog.. very busy this month.. today last day of my grandma's funeral.. pretty dramatic this few days.. can say its a laughing stock to outsiders.. fortunately, today nothing happen at the crematorium.. people had expected a fight coming out.. but i think the credits go to my dad.. if he didnt get all my uncles to sit down and talk things out.. it might turn nasty.. at least now my grandma can go in peace..

now im like super beat.. thought that can at least take a few days' break from army to settle the funeral stuff.. it turns out that it is far more tiring than army.. maybe because the last time my grandpa's funeral im still young.. so i didnt get to help out much in the process..

whatever it is.. now everything is finally settled.. tuesday will be back in camp again.. work piling up already i guess.....

End Of Outfield

2010-06-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

it feels really great to be back in singapore.. thailand terrain is really too hard to train in.. in any case.. all outfield exercises are finally over.. i dont have to prone in the mud or sand again haha..

today just did my cleaning up.. washed my helmet and my LBV.. very dirty.. i had to rinse 3 or 4 times and the water is still green.. my mom just dont wanna give up.. she kinda likes it when the water comes out clear.. oh well..

objective for the upcoming month: clear the stupid 14 extras.. and start working on my taekwondo stuff.. there's just too many to settle.. and also i finally start filling the application form to be a teacher.. need to go through the entrance proficiency test though.. gonna be tough.. i havent been touching books for years..

wish all the going-to-ORD peeps luck! its gonna be a tough road ahead.. ;)

Busy Days

2010-05-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

ok.. sorry for not updating for a very very long time.. been very busy with all the outfield exercises and such..

lets start off with something light.. today is finally the day.. i went to NIE for the PPT.. i think i did fairly well.. based on their criteria.. but then i realised that its not easy to be a teacher.. maybe i should phrase it this way: the road to enrolling into the course is difficult.. maybe tedious.. whatever it is..

anyway now im like so enthusiastic in my taekwondo club.. im like on fire.. i want to bring everyone's morale up high in the sky.. and i have all these crazy ideas i have never thought of until i enlisted into NS.. i can boldly take the risk in doing things.. but luckily i have my other friends that supported me for all the things i've done.. they dont think that im silly.. they sort of appreciate what i've done (i guess).. i just hope that the club will grow from what we are doing now.. someone have to step up.. we cant sit around and wait for things to happen.. why not let me be the one to change things? my passion is burning greater than ever!

2010-05-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

alright.. i dont know what im angry at now.. i feeling damn grumpy now.. just now came home and saw a stupid bamboo pole hanging across my room with all the stupid clothes on top.. making the room super stuffy.. cant they just put it elsewhere? everything also put in my room.. im fucking sick of it already..

today was a really disappointing day.. make me more sick and tired of NS.. my happiest time today is of course the time at changkat.. forever.. nothing beats better than being with the taekwondo team..

had our detachment proficiency test today.. didnt do very well.. and some more lost to other guns.. i dont know about winston and the rest of my gun crew.. but sub-conciously, i think i am actually aiming for the top gun position.. maybe thats why im so disappointed?

imagine after a tiring day.. you just want to go into your lovely room to rest.. and you see the fucking bamboo pole.. see? im grumpy about this again.. till now.. i havent talk to my parents yet.. dont want to talk about it also.. im damn pissed off now.. what the hell......

Eventful Week

2010-04-10T14:25:00.002+08:00

woo.. this week is really busy for me.. had our 3D2N outfield exercise.. most of the deployment we are 1st gun to get ready.. anyway nothing fun to touch about so i will skip that part..

yesterday night went for dinner with family at the StewHaus.. actually is my off day.. since cant go changkat at night.. i wanted to go regent.. but too tired.. had guard duty on thursday by the way.. first time i didnt catch any sleep in that 24hrs.. haha..

anyway the food is nice.. we ate alot.. i spent $143 on that dinner.. about coming to twice the amount i expected.. but as long as my family happy.. anything is fine haha..

this morning is what i considered a mini milestone for the concord taekwondo students.. because the changkat trainees came down to had a friendly match with them as part of the preparation for the upcoming inter-school tournament.. the parents were very supportive and the trainees all did well in the sparring also.. i've never seen my concord students spar so serious before.. maybe the pressure is on them in their home ground? but all in all.. im very proud of each and everyone of them :)

monday got my off.. although nobody will be at home.. as usual.. i think i will just rest abit.. thought of going swimming.. but damn it closes on monday.. oh well..

Boring Days

2010-03-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

ahh.. this few weeks have been really tiring.. slept almost like a dead log every night..

nothing much to blog about also.. very disappointing events keep happening.. everything that will go wrong.. went wrong.. even if you put your heart and soul to it.. or try your very best not to screw it up.. it still went wrong..

now my happiest day is friday.. because i get to go changkat for trainings.. i dont mind tearing my blistered skin or got bruises all over my leg.. cos its so fun to train and so nice to be with all my taekwondo friends..

but there isnt anything nice in camp.... 6 more months....

Down

2010-03-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

have you all ever felt really desperate in letting out your anger when you don't get what you want? yet you have nothing to vent on and don't know where to vent it on? in the end you just sit there and pull your hair, kick around, clench or fist or whatever things you can think of? babies does.. when nobody can understand what the fuck he's saying..

we adults seldom do that.. because we have already have the ability to say out our displease.. but not for me today.. look at my posting time.. it's friday.. and it's 7.30pm.. where am i supposed to be at today? those who know me too well will know.. and they probably know why i feel so fucked up..

imagine this.. i fucking hate today.. we were done with everything at around 4pm+.. yet i don't know what the fuck jianyi wants.. dragged the standby bed till 4.45pm.. still not happy.. he is BOS today and need to mount the guards.. so he set the next timing at 6.15pm.. AFTER he mount the guards.. imagine how the fuck i feel? supposingly able to make it for training.. till i totally unable to make it..

what's worse.. i dashed out to the gate.. dad came to fetch me.. i say i want to go training.. but everywhere now is jammed.. THANKS TO THE FUCKING CAR THAT BREAKS DOWN ON THE TPE!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!

that's what i meant.. i so fucking feel like spamming all sorts of vulgarities inside my dad car.. scold the fucking driver.. scold jianyi.. but i simply can't.. it's not my dad's fault that i book out late.. he don't need to hear my whining..

so what i did? i clenched my fist hard.. yet nothing to punch on.. my leg felt like kicking someone on the head and KO him on the spot.. but i'm stucked in a small car..

my chest felt so pressured.. i felt damn fucked up.. i felt as if i'm a helpless baby.......

I'm Back!

2010-02-06T14:24:00.003+08:00

alright.. finally got back to singapore.. missed everything here so much.. but strangely.. when the plane touches down.. everything i saw felt so different.. so.. unfamiliar.. maybe the environment in NZ is so nice that im getting used to it rather fast..

anyway.. got lotsa gifts for friends.. some friends.. mostly for taekwondo friends though..

the outfield was fun.. 1 thing im sure.. NZ terrains are far more hard to train in.. and after this trip, everyone is sure to improve and singapore terrain will be nothing to us..

quoting from 1 of the NZ kiwis: "you will get cold, you will get wet, you will get miserable. But, what doesn't kill you, will make you hard." pretty true.. now i felt so much stronger, in terms of outfield endurance etc..

oh some cool terms i learnt.. people from NZ are not called New Zealanders or whatever.. they are called Kiwis.. named after their national animals.. and their iconic symbols (i.e. silver ferns, paua shells) are called kiwianas.. cool huh..

well.. i've got most of the pictures up on facebook.. rather nice.. 2 albums huge! will probably took a very long time to tag everyone inside..

Annual Training Camp 2009

2009-12-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

god.. so tired this few days.. today is the eve of christmas.. yet im at home sleeping the whole day.. pretty amazed by how much i can sleep in a day haha.. tomorrow then go out play..

anyway.. on with the annual tkd camp.. actually we are supposed to check out on the 24th morning.. some misunderstanding in the booking progress.. anyway everyone did had alot fun.. i went there as the "tua pek gong" post actually.. because im not in the organising team this time round.. so from a 3rd person's POV.. andy they all actually did really good.. in fact better than the previous time whereby sheng and i planned.. everything was done in great detail and everyone enjoyed the games and all.. the trainees also gathered much confidence to speak up and open to trainees from other clubs, which they have not met before..

over the 3 days.. many of our seniors came down too.. like peiqi, siya (hope i spelled it right), and john.. we actually had some sharing time with john and that left me thinking hard.. he mentioned that studies is always 1st.. and dont treat taekwondo this passion too over serious.. but when talking about achievements.. international based.. but what about the rest of us.. like me.. i dont study because i hated it.. and i devote close to everything in my life to taekwondo.. but what achievements have i got? like what mr lee say.. "is the best that you all had performed really your best?" john said the same thing too.. actually im really very doubtful of my own abilities.. i asked.. we started off so late.. and the prime years had long gone before us.. is it really possible for us now to shine? 1 simple answer from him: why not?

true.. thinking for 1 whole night.. i realised.. the best that i always perform is not my best.. i can shoot further.. i know this is far from my limit.. i can improve more.. like what john say.. if you dont perform.. its not your fault.. think through the night after training.. the mistakes you did.. how are you going to improve it.. some sort of AAR..

well.. i shall not say more.. actions speak louder than words.. the only way to improve is to train.. thats all i can say..

anyway.. the training camp videos and pictures i will upload it into facebook.. i will also send it to the seniors via the anglican email.. peace out!

Great Gathering

2009-12-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

this week has been a really tiring one for me.. booked in on a wednesday night.. be the COS on a thursday.. performed guard duty on friday.. and COS again on saturday.. booked out pretty late this morning.. and about to book in already again.. however im glad that for the rest of the month.. i have no more duties :)

anyway.. today went to meet my poly friends.. abit unusual.. because usually i will turn down the request.. not willing to go out after a COS duty.. or a trip down to town.. but maybe its because that im opening up again?

seriously.. i think i've really been an anti social ever since i pass out from BMT.. not sure why.. but i always reject people when they ask me out.. maybe too stressed till abit turn off by all this outing requests..

anyway we did have fun today.. went to mindcafe at funan.. then they went for dinner.. i didnt go though.. because i have to pack for the camp and also book in.. damn andrew's at stagmont.. stay out some more! envy envy....... and they ORD in june! envy envy......

2009-12-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

ahh.. here comes my block leave again.. wonder how much money i will be spending on arcade gamings again.. think i might have to exercise some self control..

anyway i dug out my old regent year book.. well not exactly my year's though.. i just brought the book out solely to find roston's picture.. to see how he look like in the past.. plain bored huh.. roston is 1 of my men by the way.. found out he was my senior from regent when we were talking one day.. im going to bring in the book next book in to show everyone.. haha!

okie.. something interesting.. spiral phenomenon found in the Norwegian sky and experts claimed it to be a missile failure.. how true is it? i myself think is a pretty bad excuse.. not because most netizens that viewed the video claimed that its a cover up.. but if it really is something bad that happens in the orbit near our planet.. isnt that really scary.. ><

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5_8MVctp30

2009-11-29T13:16:00.002+08:00

Just got back from COS duty.. damn having break my long weekend.. smacked right in the middle of nowhere on a Saturday.. anyway i'm glad that for the next month i only have 1 weekend COS duty..

now i'm so looking forward to the upcoming training camp for our club.. i'm getting so excited just thinking about it..

bought myself a new spectacles today too.. of course erm.. my mom paid for it.. cos i forgot to bring my wallet out.. it was kinda like a last minute decision that my mom wanted me to get a better looking one.. she thought that my current NS specs is too nerdy.. whatever..

tomorrow will have straight 3 days of ICCT and next 2 days will be parade rehearsal.. AGAIN.. our battery is so involved in parades nowadays.. i would rather do the ops bacinet.. at least i can get myself a cool LBV badge like what alpha and bravo got..

right.. whatever it is.. from now till my ORD date.. its gonna be real busy.. high key events all year round.. at least life won't be so boring from now.. haha..

bad bad days

2009-11-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

damn.. don't understand why i keep having diarrhoea ever since i touch down..

anyway.. life is really good! because i'm having my block leave now! everyday is about exercising even though i'm not in camp.. cannot have any slack mindset.. year 2 IPPT and SOC is coming.. even though i'm not proud to say that i never did pass SOC before.. i still hope that i can pass T.T

went to swim just now and bumped into kailong.. so long never meet up already.. went to lot1 together after that to meet my parents there.. surprisingly they still remember his name.. haha.. that's how good their memory is..

wednesday is going to be a big day.. because it's badminton day! i've already done the bookings.. so it's all about sweating it out on wednesday!

BACK FROM INDIA!

2009-10-31T22:16:00.003+08:00

haha.. finally im updating my blog again.. nothing much happen since my last post until October.. the battalion trip to india.. haha..

had alot of fun because really very relaxing there.. people had 2 days of R&R and 1 month of "chiong sua".. but i had 1 month of R&R and 2 days of "chiong sua".. not bad huh..

took alot of pictures.. mostly is unable to put on the net.. but those which im allowed to put up.. im lazy to upload.. so see when i feel like it.. i might put it on facebook or friendster.. :)

india is a real good place to be.. see the simple village life.. all the wildlife and scenery.. although abit homesick.. but when the departure day slowly edge close.. starting to feel like i dont wanna come back also.. because coming back to singapore means end of good life.. and start of duties again.. damn sian..

i really must agree to what hanjie says.. im a gunner.. when in your whole life can you "twang" for 1 month and see other people action front instead.. RELAX!

but truly.. ive seen the so-called "true colors" of my battery mates.. so now i will be a different person from who i am last time.. good or bad.. i wont say.. but people who observed might know.. whatever it is.. life still goes on! :)

Nice Dinner

2009-09-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

this few days is really busy till dead.. we officially take over standby again on the 1st of Sept.. and now im the functional group IC for the ammo party.. abit stress.. some more beforehand need to prep for the stores because im the detachment 2IC.. more sian..

anyway.. things went smoothly and today we can still enjoy ourselves at the army open house.. saw the live firing safari.. very cool concept.. the ambassador run through the whole process of a real war and brought us throughout to see the live firing in a 5 tonner..

after the AOH.. went to JP to have dinner with the commanders.. LTA Lim En going off soon so she wanted to treat us to a meal.. but eventually we still pay her back.. sabotaged Juan and Jing Han saying that its their birthday.. and the whole Fish n Co team "celebrated" for them.. in the end we still got free ice cream haha.. abit no integrity.. but its all for fun you see..

tomorrow going to support the nationals.. got some of my concord kids fighting and im there to support them! hope that they will win.. hees..

Screwed Week

2009-08-23T16:52:00.000+08:00

this week is screwed.. very pissed off.. the worse outfield i ever had, and the busiest week ever.. i don't think i have the time to plan the outing to Jr SAFRA for the anglican kids.. maybe i will have to push it to November or December.. nevermind..

2009-08-16T18:32:00.001+08:00

finally NDP's over.. even though every weekend got burnt just by going to the platform early in the afternoon and rot there till night, but actually is a real good experience.. being able to join the parade in a different manner.. and also able to meet new friends.. actually only one friend.. but she's so cute and i think she look like dawn yeoh o.o ^^

anyway.. now that everything's ended.. things got back to normal.. BC is in office everyday.. the atmosphere inside is really different.. not like when he is not around.. we get to slack.. haha..

next week will be our first battery exercise.. first time outfield training with my new men.. sure cannot meet the old specs' standard.. but i believe we will improve swiftly..

schedule for the year's pretty tight.. september is all the training Ex.. and followed by exercise AW.. unable to celebrate my 21st birthday in singapore.. oh well..

today went for the AHM.. can't believe i didn't stop.. even though only 10km.. but the thought that we have to run early on a sunday morning.. it's really "zzz".. but in the end also completed.. next year will have to run 21km.. got certificate and medal.. looks cool.. but we shall see.. maybe i will be in ORD mood? :x

Busy Month

2009-06-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

god.. the SAF day parade rehearsal and the NDP rehearsal this month is really killing me.. gotta run here to and fro everywhere and almost everyday.. worse thing! no transport claims and such.. damn it..

i just have to bear with it for 2 more weeks.. and SAF day parade down.. 1+ more month and NDP down.. hehe.. then after that i can go back to concord and concentrate on my taekwondo again.. ^^

maybe gotta do a ledger on this month.. wasted too much money.. what the hell..

Dogs

2009-05-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

super sian.. now posted to 20SA.. treated almost like dogs but not to the extend yet..

tuesday posted there.. our men wasn't around.. out for exercise.. and 1st few days aren't nice at all.. i don't wanna dwell into it already.. hellish experience..

now i just hope that life will be better.. next week onwards cannot go concord lessons already.. damn silly NDP wushu rehearsal.. worse thing is we are only reserves..why still need to go?

haha.. now the good thing is that our club is going full force into sparring trainings.. i've never seen mr lee so enthusiastic for a very long time already.. we heard his plan and we sure will be fully supportive to it..

now anglican tkd is fighting as 1 already.. be it on friday.. saturday.. or sunday.. everyone is coming for all training already.. it's really nice to see all de juniors and seniors coming together to train with their parents so supportive.. especially the sunday mornings.. still can get to eat lunch together after the tiring trainings.. makes us feel so much like a family.. love everyone so much.. ^^ hope that this will last all the way.. ONWARDS! :D

Boring long weekend

2009-05-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

oh god.. this is so boring.. i thought that long weekend is good.. but now that life is so enriching and full of ups and downs in camp.. booking out is kinda boring already.. the only thing i look forward to is the accompany with my family and concord on saturday.. other than that.. aww..

yesterday was my off day.. and outside world is a normal school day! which means arcade got no people.. cool huh.. went to complete my mx-5 on wangan.. i realise that even though i haven't been playing for some time.. i actually improved.. and my mx-5 can complete the hakone course almost not banging.. whoa.. not bad not bad.. funny thing was there's some secondary school kid who came to chop place.. i treated him invisible and continued playing.. till he can't stand it and ask me when am i leaving.. "i still got money inside my card.. you wait.." haha.. that's my reply to him.. please man.. it's my off day.. and i got up hell early to go and play.. no way am i letting up my seat.. you can skip to come and play if you want to play.. too bad i came first.. >=)

anyway.. tomorrow got a photo taking session at concord.. for our website.. i'm gonna take lotsa pictures too.. all my cute students.. i simply dote on them.. ^^

People Should Learn to be Appreciative

2009-04-29T20:43:00.002+08:00

finally completed my Laying Ex 2.. now having my long weekend.. because tomorrow is unit anniversary.. and friday is Labour Day.. haha.. super happy..

recently i really respect my sergeants alot.. for sergeant Boon Kiat.. he always deliver his point across to us gently.. but we took it for granted and don't listen to what he says.. and for sergeant Koon Siang.. i know he always fuck us upside down for minor mistakes.. but he actually meant good and wanted us to drive it into our brains not to make the same mistake again.. but everyone thinks he is the fucker and ranked him the last..

during Laying Ex 1's night deployment.. i was appointed the 2IC.. Wei Rong was appointed the det comd.. and Wee Sin the layer.. but we screwed the roles up.. i was in charged of the camo netting.. but it somehow got tangled.. and we were unable to up the camo.. not even when the whole battery prepared to move and cease fire.. in the end sergeant Boon Kiat was very disappointed..

Laying Ex 2 yesterday.. the same 3 of us were appointed the role again.. and this time i think we did a pretty good job.. at least it's way better than Ex 1.. our day deployment was the 1st in all aspect and we only got forced to cease fire and re-do again it's because we didn't meet the sergeants' timing.. i think..

anyway.. i was back in bunk early than the others because i need to prep myself for SOC today.. and sergeant came in to talk to me.. 1 thing that i never always realise.. he said: "do you know why i picked you 3 to do the same role today? remember i say that if i were to compete with you all in action front.. i will choose my own team?"

aparrently he chose us again it's because he felt that we are the best for the job already.. in the end we thought he was joking and we also didn't meet his expectation.. that explains his disappointment..

that moment i really felt very prestiged.. but not alot others thought so.. today i just happened to share with the rest of the det about our sergeants.. how sergeant Koon Siang put in the effort in making the notes that comprises everything we ever need.. how sergeant Boon Kiat had so high hopes on us and we always bring him down.. bad thing is that sergeant alwasy talk to me alone.. not much with the others.. i can't bring the message across to them because their impression of them is already tarnished..

anyway.. i hope that they will wake up their idea soon and put in their very best.. the least for themselves if they don't want to do it for the sergeants, during the final 2 exercises.. Ex Dwarf and Ex Giant.. just these 2 more and off we go to get the ranks..

we should really learn to be more appreciative to people around us.. especially when they put in so much for us.. we shouldn't come to a conclusion when what we see is just the mere surface.. hope that people who read my post.. spend some time to think it through.. have you ever misunderstood someone's good intention? saying a "thank you" or "sorry i didn't realise it before" doesn't kill.. and it is always not late to do so too..

Bad Bad Week

2009-04-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

alright.. i think i haven't been posting for 1 month plus already.. actually i don't plan to post.. but it's just that i'm so moody recently.. especially this week.. because i busybody.. my buddy and his bunch of OOC friends got reprimanded.. my SOC failed by seconds because i slipped and fell at the horizontal beam.. my dad's taxi got banged by the motorcycle.. yet he had to pay 950 bucks even though the cyclist's in the wrong.. my mom emo because my aunt dreamt tha my grandma died or something.. and got her worried.. didn't she know that dream and reality is opposite?

anyway.. this few weeks my patience is really at the tip of my head.. i got irritated and pissed off over trivial things.. but good thing i can still manage to substain it and not flare up at people around me.. instead i just vent it on items.. chairs or whatever.. but of course i put up a fake happy front.. whatever they call it.. only my buddy can sense that something's wrong with me.. how nice of him..

well of course not all thing is bad.. i manage to catch a glimpse of a circumzenithal arc.. stun right? i know such a powerful word.. it's actually an inverted rainbow.. casted by the sun shining at 33 degrees over high floating clouds..

and yeah 1 more.. last sunday was easter day.. no one knew.. or should say i didn't know.. but my buddy remembered and he bought everyone in the detachment a kinder joy.. isn't that sweet?

next week onwards is the laying exercises already.. and the real SOC test.. determines alot.. i must stay focused and chiong for the next and last few weeks.. each week will have a major outfield assessment.. and thats the end.. we will be moving to Sispec for the last week for parade rehearsal.. though i don't really like the idea of the parade.. i preferred the older style.. held at Khatib camp whereby your parents will see you action front your guns in a parade form.. is't that cool? oh well.. whatever..

STAY FOCUS KONG! ONLY 5 MORE WEEKS TO GO!

Love

2009-02-20T21:46:00.001+08:00

There is a song called "Love is like a raindrop outside the window."

ever thought why is this so?

because it will evaporates.. and will leave a stain behind..

would you dare to love again?

....

End of BSLC

2009-02-14T22:53:00.005+08:00

ahh.. finally its the end of BSLC.. overall still alright.. actually think back again.. time spent in Charlie isnt that bad afterall.. we had shit times and we had fun time together.. along with our instructors.. haha.. good thing is no instructors fall out during our 28km march.. OC is really cool man.. managed to complete along with us..

today before we out process.. kena fucked by sg firdaus.. he say 1st day come in fucked us.. last day will see his true colors.. dont know what that means.. but when area cleaning he is like a demon.. kick the whole dustbin down.. tornado everything.. we thought this is his true self.. but then after everything before we go.. he say he didnt want to do it.. its because he had noticed all our bad things and action etc.. and bombed us on the last day.. but now i can still recall him saying: "you all can hate me now for all you want.. but all i can do now is apologise for what i did just now.."

kinda touched to hear that.. nevertheless.. i still went up to him to thank him for everything he did for us through out the course.. ever since sg maurice got posted out.. he had been taking care of our whole section.. really appreciate it.. hope that he can have a good time as PC runner in this ASLC batch.. all the best! :)

My section mates along with some platoon mates @ Chevrons Night

End of Course

2009-02-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

alright.. finally this coming week is the end of BSLC le.. still got SOC to pass.. and all the test is officially over.. this week had been a tiring week.. having the urban ops camp and section live firing.. details i also dont remembered much.. but what i remembered is.. this week's planning is almost all screwed..

oh.. and i kena selection for SIB recce.. hope i dont get into that place.. i purposely go screw up the interview.. so that they wont pick me.. but if they still die die want pick an uninterested person like me.. then i suck thumb lo.. change of mindset.. and be the best.. since they say they are the cream of crop.. whatever it is..

but now.. my wish is just go into ASLC.. be a normal and low profile infantry sergeant.. and there goes my 2 years..

another thing to look forward is the anglican bbq nite.. ok lah though it is still long.. 21st march.. but its a time where i can slack.. haha..

recently concord.. we like letting go alot of things.. like authority.. wonder if it is really the correct time to let the poom belt learn to lead.. how big the group they can handle.. should they teach in group.. are they old enough.. too many question marks.. forgot to ask mr lee during lunch.. i think sheng very much forgot about it too.. but we shall see.. monitor them for a few more weeks.. even the trainees need time to adjust to it too i suppose..

oh.. and my uncle just said i grown quite alot of white hair now.. dang.. stress too much..

Happy New Year

2009-01-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

hapy new year to everyone! finally im posting again.. and i notice that in all my past posts.. my english suck like hell.. so im going to try to type in good english.. not perfect okie.. but i will try..

finally.. im really getting to enjoy this boring new year.. maybe because im in NS now.. makes everything like so.. bored.. whenever there is something fun to look forward to.. after the fun will be back to camp training again..

good for charlie.. as kiasu as ever.. they choose to do field camp and Ex Grandslam all before CNY.. which is good actually.. after the CNY holiday mood.. everyone will be so relax.. and the Grandslam will just slam on them.. (BTW Grandslam is the summary exercise of BSLC) so can say that i silvered my IPPT.. i scored in my Grandslam.. and now im just waiting for POP..

anyway this 2 weeks was really hell.. we dont have much time in between the 2 field camp.. i was @ sucha low profile all this time.. but somehow my sergeant noticed me and put me to LPS during Grandslam.. haha.. but its okie! like what sheng always say.. 1x good one.. and later when i book in.. i will pass over the LPS ampulet to benjamin.. haha..

this week will be a relaxing 1 for me.. tomorrow doing chemical defence.. some lecture.. and then go gas chamber do all the shits.. friday book out (i guess).. but i still have to go and buy the rank to be sewed on the uniform.. CSM real mafan.. at first say use the velcro.. now need to sew..this decision was made and changed in like just a week? seems like wasting our effort.. dont care.. im going to sew it this week.. wont so unlucky got caught i think.. haha..

now im feeling so down.. leaving the house in half an hour's time.. this is gonna be bored.. no motivation to serve.. some more sergeant say i got ASLC face.. what the hell....

Boring Xmas

2008-12-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

hais.. dis year xmas wad i wan? i wished fer nth.. so im granted wif nth..

oh yea.. pre-xmas present.. posted to Charlie coy.. damn sian.. go in 1st day jiu parade rehearsal.. next day jiu go commisioning parade.. fer dat SCT rank.. no more PTE.. ok lah feel shiok lo.. but damn tiring.. cannot lyk in BMT lidat slack le..

so wad did i do on xmas eve? alone at home.. papa work.. mama go bbq.. jie go chiong.. i at home rot.. F3.. wasted a day lidat..

later booking in at 2200.. Echo dey all friday morning 0700.. kanina why didnt we choose dat..? got 1 more day to sleep inside my own home.. oh well.. bunk bed condition oso not bad lah.. only i got a spoilt fan on top of me.. damn sway..

Last Day

2008-12-21T12:59:00.003+08:00

sibeh sad.. finally is de end of my block leave.. and tml will be de start of a new phase in my NS life..

posted to sispec.. ky ahgua posted to stagmont.. can walk to dere 1 lo.. abit envious.. but den tink again.. i will have de stripe on my arm after dat 6 months or so course.. b ut den he wun.. but he book in book out save money.. argh wtf..

anyway.. dis block leave.. can say i completed most of de things dat are left undone.. i completed de Sima Yi model dat sheng gave me.. i met up wif most.. but not all.. friends dat i long long time hafen met.. i did join my platoon mates fer de BBQ @ my buddy's house.. and i trained my lunia main to my target of lv 40 F3..

well.. in tkd wise.. haha.. nth to say.. concord's standard is heating up.. hope i can go over to see deir grading.. see whether haf dey improved.. changkat wise.. alot ppl from all over de anglican branches came dwn.. considered good le ba.. but if u focus and see wads left dat are so-called borned from changkat.. not many left liao.. dunno.. hope dis way is better..?

sibeh sian now.. im already not motivated to serve NS.. wad to do.. argh.. dun tink of de process.. tink of de outcome.. hais.. hais.. HAIS..

Chiong Arh!

2008-12-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

woots.. hafin a very relaxing block leave now.. haha.. but cannot slack off.. tml will be de start of training again.. ^^ must go to de new unit still as fit as when in BMT..

friday went dwn fer ck training.. sibeh song.. wear de gi den train till whole thing wet.. damn nice.. den saturday went to concord.. as usual.. haha.. all de kids so damn cute luh.. haha..

anyway.. tml morning actually wan go arcade de.. but damn forgot have to go ICA renew passport.. if not cannot go malaysia tml.. sian sian sian..

shuld i ask those whom i have not met fer a long time out fer lunch or a coffee or sth? hmm hmm..

POP LOH

2008-12-11T08:26:00.002+08:00

posting again.. finally POP le.. actually planned to post ytd.. rite after i reach home from de parade.. but really too shagged to do anything.. jumped on de bed jiu sleep till dinner time..

de route march was really hellish.. F3 damn long on our way to de SIT test site.. cos its 5km ma.. den no song to sing.. dunno wad to sing.. sing army song oso sian.. in de end become very tiring..

last km we supposed to sing vitamin C de graduation.. den after each chorus we sing.. 1 person frm de platoon will say something fer de platoon.. some sort of final word fer every1 lo.. and oso to boost spirit.. in de end all too shagged.. not many said.. fer me of cos i said sth.. sth relevant.. but some of dem simply say things lyk "the time is 6pm already!", "POP lo", and "u all very noisy!".. comon man.. its lyk de last route march we going to walk wif de platoon le.. got nth to say to every1 meh.. to de extent of say rubbish? but anyway chan loong did say sth dat i almost cry luh.. emo emo.. jonathan listen le oso diam diam dere.. all got mixed feeling luh..

after de parade when we go home.. me and teck siang at dere enjoy de breeze.. really damn song luh.. last time stepping on tekong.. lyk abit sad leh.. cos de living condition lyk even better den my home actually.. =x only everything gotta do myself.. but i dun mind ma..

so overall pass BMT lo.. IPPT oso pass.. marksman @ 1st try.. only kanina fail SOC..

i will miss platoon 2 and falcon coy man.. de best coy ever.. *sob*

Yeah Pass IPPT

2008-11-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

yeah! i passed my IPPT.. (:

Awaiting POP

2008-11-09T13:54:00.002+08:00

haha.. im finally posting again.. very lazy to type de last few weeks..

since my last post.. alot thingy and events had happened.. field camp ended and so is Sit Test.. now only left wif live range.. which is tml.. and den im awaiting POP!

hais.. ytd served my confinement bcos of de rifle stun case.. quite alrite actually being a confinee.. u get to be tgt wif de rest of de confinees frm de whole company.. doing thingys tgt and eating tgt.. different frm normal days where u stick to ur own platoon and hardly even tok to other platoon peeps..

Sit test.. again i keep psycho de assessor.. say i wan go CCI.. i alrdy opt dat i dun really wana go command sch.. but whu noes.. last min dere might be changes in my decision? anyway lyk wad de sir say.. jus do ur very best in everything and de system will noe where to put u in.. but i noe i did quite well in Sit test.. team Bravo really rocks man.. =p

later booking in 1730.. kanina.. tml revaille 0430.. go range.. woots.. clear it.. and relaxation awaits!

POP in 5 weeks time!! 101208.. im looking forward to dat day.. =D

Upcoming Events

2008-10-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

woots.. im back home again!

ytd was my 1st guard duty experience.. 24hrs guarding at rocky hill camp.. sian luh.. didnt see de lao ah pek.. neither have i seen de moving gym.. i ate and slept lyk a pig F3.. 2hrs guard alrdy.. come back eat and eat.. tok cock wif platoon mates.. den go to sleep.. until nite time.. CANT SLEEP..

jus now supposed to meet sheng de.. LL cant wake up.. ><

well.. nxt week is de field camp le.. 1st day jiu fall on my birthday.. sway huh.. my buddy was guard dutying wif me ytd too.. and its his birthday.. we are jus 2 sway buddies.. haha.. he heng hua lang oso leh.. mai siao siao..

anyway.. im sure gonna get dirty fer de nxt 6 days.. soggy clothes.. ERGH.. but i guess bo pian de lah..

after de field camp jiu can slack for SOC and range le..!!

*and i damn love urban ops*

Worries

2008-10-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

now really enjoying army life.. everyone is siao on and garang.. which is good..

but why cant everyone outside be de same towards tkd?

dat person noes whu im toking abt.. i wun say more le.. since i in army i shuld jus concentrate on it..

dun let anglican tkd fall.. if not i wun forgive him/her..

worry worry for concord.. worry worry for everything abt tkd.. dun create anymore troubles!

GROW UP U PPL!

Army Life

2008-09-28T14:10:00.001+08:00

Back frm de 2 weeks confinement.. later going back in again.. lols.. nth much to say.. fun lo.. haha.. bought more things to be brought in fer area cleaning.. siao on!

2008-09-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

countdown less den 10 days..

AMS is down currently.. wth.. i wana hit 120 lehs.. sian..

and im not interested in wad happen to u dat day.. totally no interest..

i jus wana enjoy my remaining weeekdays wif my family.. tkd frens and de arcade..

I HATE LOVING COUPLES! SO BE IT!

2008-09-05T13:57:00.002+08:00

ahh.. 2day sian dao dunno wad to do.. so came to blog.. hais.. recently is really slacking and rotting at home.. not used to it.. haha.. if those whu noe wad i mean.. i meant nth much actually.. jus.. lidat.. lo..

later meeting my agent to sign my insurance.. yeah i bought 1.. saving and accident.. going army soon le.. in 1 week's time.. got everything ready le.. jus need to go in and enjoy nia lo.. recently wan call frens out fer drinks at nite oso tough.. bcos dey moody.. or wadever.. dey dun wana reply me.. ESPECIALLY TAY KAIYUAN.. last time he was de 1 whu say he wun neglect buddies when he got a girlfriend.. "if i can have a girlfriend first.. haha" dats wad he say last time.. im sure every1 rmb..

now? slight thing only den dun wana reply us.. he was de 1 last time say friends impt to him.. lalalala.. all de bullshit.. good lo.. go lovey dovey lo.. now im not grumpy over he always wif his gf.. i wun bother dat cos dey are couple ma.. but jus reply my sms wun die de rite? not lyk im gonna force dem out.. dey simply jus ignore..

wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.. i hate dem la.. wad friends.. dey are de 1st few which after army we will not contact anymore.. seriously i tink ky and zy is de 1st 2 friends dat will break contact in de future.. well.. we jus see lo.. my hunch.. not always accurate.. but somehow always hit de mark..

Olympic Fever

2008-08-10T15:40:00.002+08:00

woots.. full force focus on olympics now.. haha..

ytd got a women soccer match.. din pay much attention into it.. anyway china ppl real jialat.. once china got possession.. every1 cheered.. if de other country got de possession.. dey jeer.. damn lyk no sportsmanship..

anyway.. nite time see de men gymnastic.. not bad.. alot of pro spinners.. i always enjoyed watching dat..

now got synchronised diving.. australian divers not bad.. russians oso.. haha..

monday morning 10am.. badminton.. ronald susilo vs lee chong wei.. hope singapore can win of cos.. but i tink chances slim.. however i will still watch and support luh..

tues must wake up damn early.. watch good morning singapore.. cos we will be on TV!! must record oso.. sekali dun haf.. is other day.. sian diao.. haha..

olympics.. olympics.. olympics.. wahahaha.. when is taekwondo coming up?!

I'm not used to it

2008-08-06T17:52:00.003+08:00

im not used to life now.. i keep wondering.. wad is she doing now.. keep on haf dis kinda question pop up of my head.. is only at times lyk dis..

human noe of dis kinda mistake.. but times and times again.. dey made history repeat itself..

i cant get to sleep at nite.. everyday my heart is lyk a whirlpool..

and suddenly.. im back to mapling again.. i spend more time in de virtual world again.. maybe afterall i jus hate de real world.. i stomp harder while playing DDR.. i kill more monsters and get into arguments wif ppl inside maple.. somehow i dun feel a thing.. seems lyk even de virtual world doesnt wan me to be arnd..

i miss her alot.. but i noe her kind of happiness.. im unable to give it to her.. time will heal everything i guess.. i jus haf to pass by dis period.. she is not demanding.. all women wan de same.. it jus come dwn to it dat im de lousy 1..

i hate loving couples now.. de sight of dem make me.. argh..

whirl whirl whirl.. making me feel lyk closing my eyes and dun open forever....

Decode and you will know..

2008-08-03T12:10:00.002+08:00

later going out to whampoa for de drawing of lots again.. dis time wif ernest nia.. tink back.. last time went fer de balloting.. she got tag along oso.. dis time dun haf.. so different de feeling.. had been tinking alot dis few days.. heart still dun haf an ans..

anyway.. ytd went to malaysia.. very relax cos can get to de restaurant eat again.. and maybe fer those whu noes abt it.. dey will noe why im so happy.. haha.. here is wad happen.. ^^

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well.. so after de dinner.. we still went to plaza pelangi to walk walk abit.. but didnt walk the whole shopping centre.. cos too tired liao.. jiu go home rest lo..

i tink im not cut off to type in perfect english.. cos its SO mafan.. jus type as my hands allow.. my mind do de tinking.. my hands do de typing.. ^^

....

2008-07-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

hais.. i really don't know what's wrong lehs.. she broke up my plan this time.. this kind of thing need to remind one mehs.. i won't forget de what.. she can't wait till 12.. like that jiu emo.. then can i wait till 12 to surprise her wif my sweet sweet SMSes? she sure will angry till don't even care mahs.. i really don't know what to do.. monthly anniversary we can go out eat eat this and that.. but of course if it is yearly anniversary.. that's a different case.. that's why i'm now already calculating.. see.. now i blurt out all my so-called plan.. why woman don't appreciate..

argh.. forget it.. if she can't be bothered.. FINE.. always like that.. i'm already.. argh!!

anyway.. tomorrow is the last day of work.. must put in more effort.. there's no need to see the TPG face after tomorrow..

then next week onwards.. i'm all free!

notice i'm now typing in perfect english? other than the usual singlish ending or starting, which no english can ever replace.. anyway if you people can think of english that can replace "erm, leh, mah, meh" all this words.. just put in the tagboard to let me know?

is time i type in perfect english right? it looks more cool.. =)

hais......

SICKED

2008-07-25T14:54:00.001+08:00

2day is a real sucky day.. everytime i see TPG i pissed off.. hear frm colleague again better not use internet when TPG behind.. cos heard dat manager tio say by him.. say me always not doing office work.. surfing net or msn etc.. den manager help me say im not ALWAYS not working..

i now feel so guilty.. wad prove our existence.. when im proving.. he is not even around.. still can say i always not working.. my manager so good personality.. why tell him i slack.. why dun come say me straight in de face..?

damn moody now luh.. i understand now.. if u work hard doesnt mean it pay off well.. not i yaya.. i do things pretty fast.. efficiency.. cos i dun wan my colleague to wait so long.. im here to help dem ease their workload u see..

but when TPG not around.. i still do my thing.. so wad happen when i finish my job? he come back.. den see me nth to do.. at my back say again.. i dunno how many times he did so.. 1st or last.. its not my problem.. but is like so pissed la.. my manager got say bcos of my efficiency? wtf?

jus print out my leave form.. for monday and wednesday.. i rather stay at home den to come office.. if not nth to do.. my colleague dey all kena again..

*i din offend anyone.. i din state anyone's name.. situation i typed here.. if anyone find it similar.. its pure coincidence.. dun come up to me and say wadever shit.. i will FUCK u upside dwn..

Unlucky.. Lucky.. Which is it?

2008-07-22T17:00:00.002+08:00

shitty.. 2day drop my hp inside my uncle de car.. reach office happily finish my breakfast.. wana contact dardar.. EHH.. where de hell is my hp.. run arnd looking for it in de office.. den call my own hp.. heart keep wishing dat i can hear de ringing within de office.. DUN HAF..!! lan lan.. secondly.. wish dat it jus hang by itself and no1 kup it.. heng.. no1 kup it.. but its still lost.. den i tink.. i did bring it out.. but inside de car i din take it out.. so most likely its inside de car.. so i called like once every 2 hrs.. hope dat it is not switched off.. den lunch time auntie called.. say its wif my uncle.. WHEEPIIE!!

anyway.. bcos 2day morning so scared hp lost.. hardly got chance to tok in msn oso.. learnt 2 new things.. 1 is flexi calculation.. 2nd is bargain fer discount.. lyk so buay bah hor.. but dis is wad purchaser gotta do.. act lyk an auntie in de market.. do till so stress.. cos de calculation pretty complicated.. but guess wad?! I MASTERED!!

very sleepy 2day.. cant do thing properly.. no focus.. i added in de same number fer fax and telephone fer a new supplier.. so i faxed de PO to de telephone line F3.. those small small thingy..

wad im most proud of is dat i got a quote for some hard-to-get things in 1 DAY.. jiu shi de 1 i needa get discount.. cos Jim say i need to learn it.. try bargain.. so i try lo.. jus sent out de email.. look pretty convincing ehh.. i show u all:

"We greatly appreciate your prompt reply for the quotation. Can I check with you if this is the best price your company can offer us for the 2 pieces?
Hope to receive a satisfying reply from you. Thank you!"

"Many thanks for the prompt reply earlier. We greatly appreciate it. Can I check if this is the best price for the 2 piece? Hope that you can assist to give us the perfect price for the item. Awaiting for your consideration. Thank you!"

Hows dat sound? plus my hyper courtesy when tokin to dem.. if u were dem.. will u gimme discount? *eyes beaming*

Blessed

2008-07-21T12:11:00.002+08:00

IT'S A SUPER CORRECT DECISION NOT TO WORK IN AUGUST.. COS OFFICE GOT COCKROACH! AND BIG 1 SOMMORE.. HOLY SHIT..

well.. Jim said working here fer 2 years.. 1st time see cockroach.. of cos luh.. we are making food products.. mus haf top lvl of hygiene ma.. but dis is really holy shit.. now how i wish de auntie is here to clear de rubbish.. not bcos of de corpse in it.. is bcos i din clear my biscuit wrappers and my can drinks.. i wan dem outta my sight asap now.. shitty.. tinkin back.. jus now de cockroach seems to be heading my direction.. is he here to eat my leftover biscuits?

heng Jim not afraid of roaches.. stepped on it once.. cos maybe on de carpet.. still not really dead.. so he place a paper below it.. den step again.. can hear de crick crick sound sia.. goosebumpy~ den crush de paper throw away.. holy.....

i wana go home fast.. im suddenly so afraid of my desk.. de usual cozy place now may be infected wif roaches.. im tinking too much.. but i better check.. to be safe den sorry.. =/

Slack Days

2008-07-18T10:09:00.002+08:00

Is a correct decision not to work in august..

Senior manager now not in charge of operations already.. so he said he got alot time to boost SCM.. especially planning and procurement.. so he is always behind me? and i always got nth to do.. or shuld i say.. too efficient till i do thingys too fast.. lols? buay ba..

ytd met wif dardar.. supposed to meet her at commonwealth platform de.. I OVERSLEPT F3.. woke up saw de door closing at queenstown.. sian diao.. waited fer her at redhill dere lols.. after dat went bugis eat pastamania den go shop shop took neoprint..

hoho dis 1 we took is de 1 i love best.. heh heh got muack muack de =x see liao jiu happy xD xD put at de office table.. wheepiie!!

sunday meeting her again.. go out play.. wahaha.. or maybe can bring her go mustafa >=) dere de thingy so damn cheap! i never realise b4.. ^^

2nite goin to teach class most probably.. cos haohao not going.. either derrick take or me ba.. if derrick wan train.. ITS ME..

2nite i wana on aircon sleep dao song.. its 9 more days to august!!

Twisted World

2008-07-17T08:11:00.003+08:00

dis world is twisted.. recently had so many charity frauds.. whu suffer? the needy.. thanks to these bad ppl.. most do not believe in contributing their money to charity.. it is best dat u hand de money straight into their hands.. its tedious.. but its also safest..

fuel prices are increasing 2day? or tml.. i cant remember.. and ERP rate oso increase.. taxi drivers had to cope wif rising fuel cost.. but at least dey can earn back thru the ERP gantries.. after all its de passengers dat are paying de ERP charges.. haha..

will we have a personal IH (In-Human Unit) in de future dat even when we walk pass.. we have to pay?

Weirdo

2008-07-16T12:17:00.002+08:00

wad a weird guy he is.. everything oso wan noe.. things dat suppose to let him noe.. we will definitely not hide frm him.. we not only keep frm him wad.. we keep frm everybody else too wad.. lidat jiu at dere emo..

and my personal life? i quarrel wif gf oso mus let him noe arh? i put de nick to reflect my feeling and not to attract attention.. even if im doing so.. not grabbing HIS attention oso.. duhs..

dis is silly.. i hate ppl keep asking abt my relationship thingy when im not keen to do so.. KPO IS ALL I WILL SAY

Feel so dead

2008-07-15T22:23:00.003+08:00

1st time i finish a bottle of alcohol.. always dun like.. always shared wif jie.. even thou its only barcadi.. 4.8%.. still will get dizzy after u gobble it dwn.. but heng.. gobble fast.. dizzy fast.. recover fast.. if not i cant go home ytd nite le..

1st time my mom nearly cried over my stupid acts.. resort to alcohol.. i drank not bcos of my problems.. its bcos i nv did try finishing a bottle b4..

i feel so dead.. everyday now is lyk so tiring.. even when i sleep early.. i can wake up in de middle of de night and stay awake till dawn break..

sucha fool i am.. im so tired.... so so so tired....

Sleepy Days

2008-07-11T08:05:00.002+08:00

wth.. dunno wads wrong wif me.. i slept so much le still so tired.. wad to do wad to do..

last nite dardar came over.. slack at home fer de whole nite.. watch tv and fix her lappy.. now all done le.. except some PCI device which i have no idea wad it is.. everything is working fine le.. i dun see any device not working.. jiu sua lo.. F3

ytd nite sheng called again.. tok fer awhile nia.. he say all day lecture.. wan pong oso cannot lols.. hmm tot he say he wan go db try.. shuld pong de lehs.. maybe take a toy gun and point at de commanders dey all.. more song.. anyway.. he say he saw chuan kai inside.. LOLs.. no wonder recently at NTC dere nv see him at all.. hmm.. den dis year de nationals dun haf much kan tou le.. zz..

tml jiu shi PASTF tournament le.. dis few days at home ive been wearing my mouth guards and toking at de top of my voice.. haha.. now im pretty much used to it.. no more plastic taste.. guess dat time its new so got de plastic feeling.. now i wear.. is lyk part of me liao.. k luh not bad not bad..

jie say sunday wan go ubin.. she say if i won on sat.. suan le she go herself.. if i lose.. i sunday go pei her.. and she hope i lose.. kanina.. i got a shitty sister..

NS Days for Sheng

2008-07-10T08:22:00.002+08:00

lols.. dis morning woke up late again.. overslept.. early in de morning jie and papa go work.. made so much noise.. on so many lights.. woke me up sia.. den i continue go back sleep.. awhile nia.. alarm rang.. diao.. so early luh.. i can sleep sommore de.. so i kup.. sleep.. rang again i kup again.. den finally.. it stopped.. why? cos its getting too late le.. jus as i sleeping soundly my auntie called.. "hafen wake up huh".. shitty.. overslept.. pia dwn within 5mins.. pretty impressive fer myself i mus say.. i change and brush at de same time.. wore my belt everything smart and presentable jus as de lift door open xD

haha.. ytd nite.. tink 10pm.. sheng called me.. LOLs.. end of day 1 in army.. he say he botak liao.. need 2 bucks to shave luh.. so mafan.. =/ den he say got learn abit marching.. dis and dat.. some commands.. actual training will start on friday fer him.. haha.. he oso say he saw jiahua.. same day go in as him.. room nxt door nia.. haha..

well.. soon it will be my turn.. kinda hope faster come.. kinda not.. contradicting.. haha.. keke ba.. start work!

Tired

2008-07-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

im very tired.. really tired of quarreling over small small things.. all dis small things can make 1 close to break down.. miracle huh.. i feel lyk sleeping.. so many things left undone.. and have to settle all dis "wu eh bo eh".. i dun bother to explain much le.. is pointless if ppl dun get wad i mean.. jus dun get distracted at work..

fuck u zhiyong fer giving dat link.. shoot me deliberately or wad.. why show me de meaning of undying? i dun see any help in it.. come revenge cos i everytime shoot u lo..? maciam i care! cheebye..

Grading

2008-07-07T13:00:00.002+08:00

dis weekend is very very very busy..

anyway.. saturday morning was concord grading.. mr lee is de examiner.. overall i tink still okie.. got 2 brown belt fail and 1 taking poom failed..

fer de rest.. still alrite.. deserve a pass.. but no double.. de white belts all did a pretty good job.. ahhh anson is so so so so so cute luh.. *woops* he redo 1 time cos he kan jiong.. den anyhow turn.. noe he do wrong le still continue.. den ask him redo he give a so innocent face.. ahhhhhh..

hais.. as fer lance.. he did very good job le.. but he forgot his pa-jang pattern.. so mr lee got no choice but to fail him.. mus boost him in moral and pattern.. make sure he can pass nxt time.. but den by de time its de nxt grading.. im inside "PERMISSION TO X X X SIR".. "YES SIR 1, 2, 1, 2.."

aiiiii.. den sunday is another grading day.. centralised grading.. im supposed to be de tua pek gong dere.. me and sheng.. in de end we still need to do thing.. hope dey really did observe and listen to wad sheng say lol..

den after de grading.. we went to de PASTF balloting.. boring.. dar sit till wan sleep.. den say me.. why bring her here.. if not bcos of her laptop.. dis and dat and dis and dat.. listen abit not happy.. but den nvm.. its indeed boring.. she no chup tkd de thingy de.. cant blame her on dat..

anyway.. i draw de lots fer my weight category.. and guess wad.. if i won de 1st round.. i meet edwin lam nxt.. happy le lo.. siao liao le lo.. dere goes my chance of getting a medal..

but nevertheless i will still try my best.. at least get a point im happy enuff.. =/

groin guards fer females are compulsory.. mus rmb to tell cheryl and lynette.. rmb rmb rmb rmb rmb..

King of the Office

2008-07-04T10:02:00.002+08:00

song song song song song.. dis is de best friday i ever had.. why? cos Chung not inside office.. haha? btw Chung is de senior manager ive always been toking abt.. de 1 sitting behind me in de room wif half glass wall.. F3..

anyway.. now im de onli 1 inside de office.. cos de rest all go to Joo Koon fer meeting.. dunno when dey will be back.. discussing abt de tinplate issue.. sure take very long 1.. cos its tinplate.. big issue as always..

and now wad am i going to do? settle de few POs.. jus finished de LCs.. den after dat be lyk a loan shark calling all suppliers to faster gimme de quotations.. and off to bed! (nah.. if onli so good)

after lunch time will pass really faster i tink.. cos 2pm if im not wrong.. procurement meeting.. whu to write de minutes? yours truly.. i may complain alot at 1st.. grumpy behind deir back.. but now i was tinking.. i wana write de minutes fer ALL dept meeting.. so i can be occupied and time pass faster F3

jus lyk ytd.. shitty busy day.. come work at 1st get some quote frm suppliers.. den after dat PO typing.. i tink Ayu is very pro at keeping works.. last time gimme bit by bit.. 1 by 1.. now is gather long long.. den "NA!" 1 shot gimme all.. den Jim oso "NA!" hand me de RFQ PRs..

HA.. i still go home at 5.30pm sharp ytd.. (:

im so excited abt getting de name card? if really i get to haf my own stack.. OMG.. i love tan so much.. and im not a gay..

sheng arh hao arh.. faster online pei me chat luh.. im dying bored now.. ): i miss my car keys (kaki)

Solemn Night

2008-07-03T07:52:00.002+08:00

zz.. 2day very early post my blog.. cos i forecast later will haf some thingy to settle.. so post 1st lo.. if nth to do later.. den do a second posting?

ytd nite after work.. met up wif sheng.. hao.. zibing and my jie.. go fer mr tan de funeral wake.. met up wif my jie at MRT stn dere.. cos wana draw money fer de white gold (direct translate to chinese.. NOT platinum *F3 at hao*)

anyway.. we arnd 8+ lidat reach dere.. go give de money le den pay respect.. sat dwn at a table behind de president dey all.. lols.. den tok lo.. ate de peanuts and de "hei gua zi".. at 1st no1 ate de black 1.. all chiong de peanuts.. den peanuts all gone den chiong de black 1.. lols?

den tok tok abt club planning.. tan came.. den join us tok tok tok.. some interesting plans instead xD anyway.. lee came abit later.. den join us sit.. den john and angeline oso came over.. btw dey 2 are our seniors.. dun really train wif dem b4.. too senior liao..

we went home arnd 9.30pm.. on de way home eyes so damn pain.. keep rubbing.. is lyk getting chilli powder in de side of ur eyes? or issit bcos im tired already.. so after i reach home pompom jiu sleep le..

dis morning heng mama call back home to wake me up.. if not i hong kan.. sure still in lala land.. xD thanks mama!

RIP Mr Tan

2008-07-01T13:50:00.002+08:00

killing time again.. 2day morning received mr lee de sms.. saying dat mr tan had passed away.. felt abit sad.. even thou i dun really noe him much.. but i noe he is a good instructor and a good friend.. jus dat im not fortunate to be 1 inside his circle of friends..

anyway 2day's a real suckie day.. din conserve any work at all.. so now dun really haf anything to do.. or shuld say haf nth to do.. i dun understand why dey are really so busy? everyday in front of de screen "ti ti ta ta ti ti ta ta" are dey playing wif deir skype and msn or wad o.O

2nite meetin sheng fer dinner.. dunno wad he will recommend me to eat.. F3 we shall see den..

actually got alot to say.. dunno why after my afternoon nap.. forgot everything i wan to type le.. now looking online.. wana buy a table tennis table.. forgot dat ayu told me to look fer it last week.. argh.. 2day die mus find a vendor.. oh well.. where am i suppose to get it ><

Workload LVL Down

2008-06-30T10:07:00.004+08:00

goodie morning all.. hoho.. now currently conserving work.. cos manager not arnd.. well.. ERP is down so i cant do anything either.. so kill time here again lo..

last weekend was a real tiring 1.. saturday after concord lesson.. go home rest awhile nia.. jiu bring all de things go dwn to pasir ris chalet.. cos mr lee daughter and son de bday ma.. so go dere play and overnite..

reached dere abt 6pm lidat.. jiu go book overnite bike.. wahaha.. den after dat start to... EAT! i grab everything i can on de buffet table to eat.. BBQ food can leave till nite time.. eat till arnd 7.30pm lidat.. all cycle tgt to elias CC.. cos got lesson dere ma.. we din teach thou.. i go dere t give out de form fer de PA-STF tourney xD but den sadly not much ppl wana join.. only got ryan lynette daryl and cheryl.. standard 4 LOL..

anyway.. after de lesson.. cycle back again.. time to kill de BBQ food! i ate quite alot of chicken wings.. cos ernest peng de very nice.. keep eating and eating non stop.. last time everytime i go BBQ i eat so little.. so ru gi.. so now i must eat more xD

once in a while go cycle to but things tgt.. lols.. loved de speed and wind man.. wahahaha.. spent most of de time toking cock after dat.. den i forgot wad time le.. maybe arnd 4am lidat? buay tong liao.. den go sleep at de pavilion dere.. dun feel lyk goin de chalet to sleep.. lazy to walk oso.. early morning i tink dey went to cycle.. but i continue to sleep wahaha.. push dem all away.. =x

waked up at arnd 7am+ i tink.. cos dey all wan change BBQ pit le.. so i gotta wake up and shift all de things.. saw sunrise sia.. mai siao siao.. took a pic wif my hp.. hafen upload in comp yet =/

when we go to de new BBQ pit.. ALOT OF ANTS SIA.. i half awake dere.. den felt so painful all arnd my feet.. den look dwn hyper shock.. cos im standing on 1 huge piles of ants.. everywhere we stand is full of ants.. so kw came up wif an idea.. massacre! we took de fire starter.. lit it.. and took out our deodourant.. u noe wad happen nxt le lo.. all DEAD!

dis part now is interesting.. dunno wad happen to ernest.. we go up to bath.. he at dere continue make BBQ food.. den after dat he left everything dere.. come up.. very buay kan which nobody noes why.. den he jus left wif jiayin and joyce lidat.. no return bike.. no say anything.. no take hs camera back.. attitude come back sia.. make every1 so fed up.. especially queenie.. she so hope ernest will come back to quarrel wif her.. so =/ lo..

OMG didi address mandy and queenie as "de 2 jiejie fat and skinny 1s lo" haha!

well.. after slacking in de aircon room fer de morning.. went straight to whampoa fer de weigh in.. HYPER tired.. go look fer da sir to discuss fer de grading card issue.. he ask us to help out instead.. in de end all go help out.. =/ but thanks to us i believe.. we completed everything quite fast.. hoho..

after everything.. go home and fell dead in bed.. finally can get a good sleep.. till nite time after apprentice.. go sleep again.. song..

lol.. ytd de apprentice boardroom is damn damn high.. de final 6 are divided into 3 groups of 2 to create a campaign fer mr trump's new trump national hotel in las vegas.. im so so so impressed wif james and stefani de presentation sia.. real real stars.. not only present de campaign.. even tot of de marketing strategy.. total ownages.. but as fer de rest.. real sucks.. cant compare 1% of it luh.. in de end heidi and kristine tio sack.. -.-''

dis morning wake up go work dat time.. very very very tired.. so i slept in my uncle's car on de way dere.. anyway im suppposed to be de last 1 to drop off b4 he goes to his factory.. and 2day he forgot abt my presence totally.. cos im so quietly sleeping.. he tot im not inside de car.. LOL den when i wake up.. i found myself not on de way to my office.. dunno at where.. den i "ehh" 1 sound.. den he realise.. "woops.. i din drop u off" haha.. so he came back to my office dere again.. =/

wah.. i typed quite alot luh.. tink dats fer all le ba.. 2nite meeting dardar to give her back her lappy.. den see can go where walk walk or sth.. as fer now.. wait fer lunch time ><

Movies!

2008-06-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

killing time blogging again.. somehow i will haf sth to write once im inside de office.. hahas..

jus now reading yahoo news.. im so knowledgable dis days.. cos nth to do so i read de news instead.. anyway bill gates' stepping down! to some may be shocking.. to me is nth.. no difference..

jus now went to stock take at Joo Koon dere.. very big scale event i shuld say.. cos almost every1 in 90 Int Road all go over dere.. dispatched arnd to stock take.. me sway luh.. follow kevin and logistics go to de warehouse dere.. knn did a pretty fast job.. but its so damn warm inside.. sommore still gotta find de missing items! interesting.. im lyk 1 of de few gong gong ppl wear formal go.. but heng mine is de not so thick clothes.. lols.. soft and nice..

now back in de office.. since after lunch.. ERP down bcos of de stock take.. i see no link.. now nth to do.. drag to do 1 PO under force by administrator to log me out.. take hella long time to amend de meeting minutes.. so now blog to kill time luh..

nowadays lyk got so many nice movies.. wanted.. wall E (wad big and cute eyes!).. 21.. 10 promises to my dog (de puppy damn cute!).. so much more..

mus find 1 day go watch.. woots.. i miss pulau ubin.. F3

KIlling Time

2008-06-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

sian sian sian sian.. im so sick of office work.. im using blogging to kill time again.. lols.. my eyes are all set on dat piece of potato argh.. 40mins more to lunch time.. 2day's lunch.. de usual tuna spread bread.. AND A POTATO.. haha.. i had 1 last nite.. 1 dis morning fer breakfast.. and dis 1 is fer lunch! hahahahha!

last nite supposed to fix up dardar de lappy.. den go out to lot1 fer dinner wif mama.. which ever comes 1st.. but den i reach home so damn early luh.. arnd 6.50pm lidat jiu at home le.. so jus take a short nap lo.. but den when i wake up.. cos mama called me.. she at lot1 le.. but i still at home.. so she come home instead.. anyway she go dere jus to eat dinner.. well me too.. unless arcade dere no ppl? haha in de end go market eat ai mian zi.. -.-

dis morning wake up at 7.15am.. sibeh song when u no need to go office early.. well.. i mean.. dun haf to go earlier den b4.. cos my uncle on leave 2day.. so my papa fetching me dere instead.. hope dis 1 month left.. everyday no need go work myself.. hoho..

2nite goin to DDR wif my jie.. say is will go.. on de actual sekali i too tired.. slept at home.. or wan eat dinner.. or wadever de reason den no go again.. sian diao.. i wana start playing harder songs.. if not those dat i nv played b4.. keep jumping de same song.. starting to sian le..

jus now called ky to tok cock.. hafen awhile nia.. 11 mins to be exact.. and my hp only left 1 bar battery.. better conserve it fer after lunch and meeting.. if not no song to listen.. I WILL DIE..

kill time kill time kill time.. i cant imagine wad will happen if sheng no online anymore.. wad am i to do? hais.. its always lidat.. back at chass.. dey left 1 week earlier den i do.. so im left to rot alone fer 1 week.. now is 1 month!

my dept ppl actually tot im an intern.. do dey ever get de point dat im no longer studying? im coming out to work u noe.. still treating me as a baby boy..? wadever it is..

currently short term hope.. wait fer meeting time.. i hope i get to write de meeting minutes again.. cos i can kill time wif it.. long term hope.. tml faster come.. cos 1st reason: its friday.. 2nd reason: NO WORK! wahahaha.. not really no work.. cos its stock take day.. so morning all de way till de end.. i will be at Joo Koon side.. new things to do.. YEA BABY YEA!

400th post

2008-06-25T10:33:00.001+08:00

YEAH! celebrating 400th post!

uhhh.. im using office hours to post bloggies again.. cos i got nth on hand to do.. de manager is not behind my back.. haha..

ytd in office so funny sia.. my colleague came over to tell me dat when manager behind better not surf net.. if not tio caught jiu siao liao.. den i tell her.. "dats why i keep showing my Outlook and ERP" lols.. it was a real boring day man.. had so much fun at ubin dere playing.. perfect long weekend.. den come to work lyk wan die lidat..

anyway after work went fer movies wif dar, jie, eileen, kw, shuihui and ting.. haha.. i tink in kw de blog he forgot to mention eileen.. baddie.. we watched zohan whereas shuhui and ting watched get smart.. quite a nice show wif meaning.. anti racist.. but de lame-ness.. not as power as us.. so de humor level.. not very good..

2nite goin lot1 haf dinner wif mama.. its time fer DDR again! grar! xD~~

Busy Weekend

2008-06-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

wah.. song song song.. had sucha long and busy weekend.. i very tired and very lazy to type now.. cos im waiting fer my parents to come home.. dunno wan discuss wif me wad thing.. den nv pick up my calls oso.. dunno where de F dey go..

anyway.. on sat nite.. we went to de sheraton towers fer de STF annual DnD.. not bad de food.. had alot of fun oso.. dunno why our side here got 1 table de coach so high.. stand on de chair and dance.. den go on stage dance gatsby.. see liaomvery holy shit.. de emcee oso.. dunno is given too much money to perform or wad.. very very high.. de whole thing is lyk so woohoo..

as fer de food.. i paid 80bucks fer god's sake.. so of cos wad i love.. i eat more.. wad i dun lyk or nv eat b4 de.. i force myself to eat it dwn LOL.. din win any prize.. i was vying fer de grand price lo.. LCD TV lehs.. 40+ inch sommore.. kanina.. mr tan nv go de DnD.. so we sold away his ticket.. in de end de ticket got 2nd prize.. 30+ inch LCD TV.. i tiu.. if onli its my ticket.. F3

sunday nth much.. go fer de referee seminar.. wasted 1 day.. onli lyk it when we all brothers are tgt.. de course is crap..

2day! went to cycle at ubin.. very very very FUN! cos got alot new things to play.. wad i love best is de dirt skill course.. u get to go UP and DOWN and turn here and dere.. so so so fun.. but den arnd de way dardar fell.. ><><

anyway.. de police came "shortly" wid de first aid kit.. not very helpful i say.. but at least cleansed de wound a little..

we took alot of pic.. alot of LAME pics.. damn lots.. oso haf video of de dirt skill course.. i forgot got wad more le..

now onli wish dardar recover soon.. ^^ tml meeting her and some frens go watch zohan.. lols.. if i dun tell kw to stop calling more ppl.. whu noes.. maybe he will call de whole world.. =/

BBQ

2008-06-19T19:15:00.002+08:00

wah.. 2day is lyk so so tired..

last nite after work went to meet derrick sheng my mama and jie.. go ECP meet de gang tgt.. den when we reach bedok my papa came to fetch us.. went to ECP tgt den park beside mr lee de car.. >=)

okie.. anyway.. i went dere.. and eat and eat and eat.. de 1st time BBQ i ate alot.. LOL.. last time i used to eat very little nia.. u noe de power u can unleash when u are hungry.. haha.. so after abit of food.. we all suddenly sing happy birthday song fer my papa.. haha.. de gang real totful ehh.. can see dat my papa SHY! lols.. look so funny..

after dat we started playing some games.. acting games.. hao de idea.. haha hyper funny.. dey real cute luh.. still got prizes fer de best actor all dis.. den oso gave me and sheng a souvenir.. i lyk it so so much xD haha..

okie.. so after dat.. slowly every1 went back.. so left wif mr tan.. andy.. charmaine.. queenie.. mandy.. joyce.. hao.. damien.. ernest.. kw and ME.. i tink i din miss out any1 rite? haha.. den soon coming to 1am+ tan and andy oso go le..

thru de nite got nth much.. help charmaine do homework.. go kajiao queenie and joyce.. walk arnd scare de cats >=) den slept abit.. really buay tong.. haha.. lidat jiu reach morning le.. so sad ernest lost his camera.. dunno how he lost it.. but all de pictures we took all gone le.. heng still got my jie de cam inside..

so we left ECP at arnd coming to 8am.. set off fer home.. can see de rest lyk very tired le.. heng i got sleep abit.. xD anyway after i reach cck i din go sleep straight.. go DDR 1 round den go home.. too many ppl playing.. =/

ahh dis sunday.. meet dardar settle her lappy den go watch DUN MESS WITH DE ZOHAN! yea dun mess wif him.. cos he's damn funny wahaha.. looking forward to sunday!

tml ck training will be very busy.. got alot thingy to discuss abt.. de main committee issue.. PA-STF issue.. den de coach fer de hwarang issue.. alot alot luh.. hope dat alot ppl turn up.. or even better ALL turn up.. ck de morale is shooting up.. chiong arh ck warriors! =)

Money

2008-06-17T16:34:00.002+08:00

haha.. de power of money.. makes me sit dwn here all day in de office against my will.. anyway dis morning 1st task.. to call de suppliers and let dem noe dat their cheque is ready fer collection..

again comes de power of money.. almost all suppliers replied me wif a monotonous voice.. de minute i say "ur cheque is ready fer collection.." ALL will suddenly brighten out and gave me a very delighted "thank you!" some even say "have a nice day.." duh.. if i wasnt calling early in de morning to give cheque but to get quote frm dem.. wad will happen F3..

haha.. i rmb i used to do de same back at chass.. but i very scared say wrong thing malu so i always dun lyk to make calls.. every tasks dat involve calling.. i will drag fer a very long time..

now dat im working in a new company.. so far im reputable fer my fast action in task completion.. so i gotta walk outta dat fear of malu-ness and continue to maintain my record.. and sommore now i realise sth.. dey are suppliers and I AM CUSTOMER..

customer is always rite.. rite? and at times.. dey are demanding.. so u guys can imagine how i tok to dem.. >:) it feels less malu and more superior instead..

i love dis..

Bored

2008-06-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

cant believe im actually posting blog in my company.. so sian now lahs.. really nth to do.. ayu not here.. jim dunno go where le.. wadever kelvin gave me to do i all do finish le.. now he chit chat wif colleague abt stock.. im left here to rot..

every1 left me to rot here.. shulden have complete de filing so fast.. so now so sian.. i cant imagine if manager is arnd and see me doing nth here.. or worse.. if he have de mindset of "he is doing everthing but WORK"..

if he got dis mindset.. dats de end of me.. ><

maybe i can tell him dat actually dey dun need me at all.. cos if dey are all abit more hardworking.. dey can actually get everything done nicely.. -.-

Trip to SDC

2008-06-08T21:12:00.003+08:00

hahas.. 2day went out wif dardar to visit de discovery centre.. lols.. haven been dere fer years le..

weird weird.. even thou 2day is sunday.. happy weekend family day.. dat side is close to empty.. not many ppl visited.. so de air con dere is hyper cold..

anyway.. we bought de "admission plus" ticket.. consist of de SAFTI bus tour.. 3D and 2D iWERK shows.. den forgot still got wad le.. dis few are de main highlights lo..

heng thing is.. once we bought de ticket.. is abt time fer de 3D show to start le.. de time is quite packed.. after de 3D shows about sharks.. jiu come de 2D show of de northern lands abt 10mins after dat..

anyway.. after de shows we went to took de SAFTI bus tour.. got 1 young parent really cant understand english.. de tour guide say cannot take photo.. she still take.. in front of him sommore.. LOLs.. de bus tour not really dat nice.. jus see de training ctr nia..

after we reach back at de centre.. went to walk arnd de exhibition hall.. listened to some mr brown clips abt coffeshop.. de team went to camp dere fer 24hrs and interact wif de different voices in de coffeshop.. not de usual lame and funny shits.. but dis time round is all abt being in singapore.. de lives.. de way of living.. listen le will give u a feeling of.. "heys.. its not bad being in singapore after all.."

haha.. so after de exhibition.. actually wan go le.. but den rmb hafen play at de shooting gallery dere.. so go back in to play.. i played only de P22 or dunno wad de pistol game.. din play de SAR21 de.. ask dardar to play.. but she dun wan.. =(

den after de trip.. called andrew to ask abt deir whereabouts.. cos 2day got class gathering fer T06 @ ECP.. but den i din go.. reach dere dunno wad time le.. so went to ah ma hse to eat dinner instead..

reach dere de shi hou papa and jie oso reach le.. but hongyi dey all go home le.. aww.. sian.. tot can play wif him.. =(

hais.. tml starting work again le.. but tink again.. onli left 7 weeks.. seems very little.. dis company every1 is lyk so nice.. so good to me.. making me feel lyk working wif dem again after my NS..

oh shit wad am i tinking.. i hate office work!! xO

Outta Money

2008-06-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

2day sian sian sian sian sian.. no internet.. den complete de task.. 1st half of de day jiu complete de sorting of PR.. den after lunch tot can do PO.. ask me sort other papers again..

2day after lunch.. went back to office.. dey off de lights to save energy.. den i feel so comfortable in my jacket.. den my space dere small small de.. so me took a nap dere.. den coming to end of lunch time kevin woke me up.. cos mr chung came back to de office.. better not sleep.. so i sit dere rot.. more worse is dat i cant act busy.. cos i cleared all de papers on my tables.. and i got no internet to keep me busy.. so i jus walk out of de office.. go anywhere walk walk until ayu is back..

den as i mentioned earlier.. file other thing.. the papers jus keep increasing in numbers.. do le very sian.. back ache.. hand muscles ache oso.. so tml im gonna boost myself wif a red bull in de morning.. den off i go settle everything in 1 go.. hope no more paper work.. and PURCHASING HERE I COME!

afterall.. im working fer money.. hais..

Things I Love in Life

2008-06-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

haha.. song.. checked out my overall postings.. dis is my 393th post.. im hitting 400 soon.. well.. i wun deliberately post jus to hit de count.. got things den put..

tml will be de start of work again.. kanina.. de feeling i got back in chass is coming back again.. de feeling of loneliness.. as well as de lack of time wif every1 i love.. dis weekend didnt meet dardar.. cos she wan me rest at home ytd cos my leg injured.. den 2day i can go out de.. but she meeting her fren.. aww..

now den i noe.. i love every1 arnd me so much.. now dat in de office nth to do.. tink dis and dat.. haha.. i wana spend as much time as i can wif every1.. everything..

2day go lot1 ddr.. and played guitar oso.. xD i love songs frm Mr.Children so much.. a legendary band in de 90s.. buay pai ehh..

anyway.. got my salary frm toysRus.. sian diao.. after deduction of CPF.. im only left wif lyk 317 bucks? shitty is lyk worse den chass.. but is good money le.. cos i love de environment dere.. way way better den dis office work now.. thou de pay is better.. but i missed de times at TRU dere..

but tinkin back.. if i work in TRU.. weekend gotta work.. den no time to pei family le.. (btw.. dardar is counted into my family le..) so now even thou in office working.. but at least i got time fer dem in de weekends..

oh.. and my bank acct hit more den 1k again le.. 1 more month.. and i can hit 2k.. and thereafter 3k! im goin army wif lotsa money and more to come.. im not planning to spend.. but i jus simply love money gaining.. dats all.. fer marriage i shuld say.. not young to plan dis le..

tml goin office to shred paper.. do shit things again.. but every1 will say.. u do all dis things and get 9 bucks per hour.. is hyper good money.. so i guess i shulden complain dat much.. after all i got free transport to and fro everyday.. saved alot more money.. i shuld jus love de job and put de money in my pocket wif gratitude..

jus now my mama watch de earthquake charity.. very emo show.. she cried till very jialat.. i went to take a nap.. not i heartless.. im tired.. but i do noe dat life is really short.. heard those stories of how mother protect child.. teacher protect students.. hais.. how many ppl on earth actually can be more noble den dem?

First Day of Work

2008-05-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

F3 so 2day's de 1st day of work at my auntie's company.. called containers printers pte ltd.. wad dey do is create food cans and edible oil bottle.. or petroleum tin cans..

anyway.. 2day once reach office.. sibeh sian.. did filing fer de whole day.. cos i got no desk phone.. got no PC.. got nth F3.. so whole day only do de filing and sorting out recycled paper.. F3..

till de end of de day den some1 placed a monitor on my table.. say tml den got cpu.. can use msn le xD dun care even when de manager rite behind me.. wahaha..

gonna be damn sian.. but fer de money.. hais..

i miss toysRus.. ><

Lost Faith, Lost Hope, Lost Life

2008-05-25T01:50:00.002+08:00

long time no post le.. i believe i didnt post anything on my work at toysRus.. and 2day is my last day of work..

tinking back.. i start work at 5 May.. last day of work at 24 May.. haha.. can oso see how long i no post blog.. even thou is a short short 3 weeks at toysRus.. i love de work environment alot.. but cos of money issue i gotta switch job..

2day is lyk so war war lo.. my eyes are lyk so stick to de cashier screen.. is lyk war sia.. me and elaine is lyk keep on *ti ti ti ti ti ti* press press press..

den after de work.. go count dwn.. in de end we 2 short of money.. i dunno abt elaine but mine is NETS short.. den i so pek cek.. yet i got so inconsiderate calls frm family and frens.. 2 of de groups dat is most impt to me.. keep making me so fed up.. i was in de middle of cashiering.. and keep kup de phone frm an unknown person.. and dat fucker still dun get de msg.. keep call call call call call call call call..

after dat i doing de count dwn.. boss wan me to be dere to witness.. so i dere lo.. every1 work as a team.. dats why all stayed back to help us count de money.. den my papa keep calling me ask me wad time go wad time go.. fucking irritating sia.. say wad de malay do thing slow.. wan con my money make me shortage.. pls lo.. mine is short in NETS.. sommore yan was so good to me.. he took care of me thru out my working weeks..

wads worse is dat.. when de gate finally open at 1am.. 1st thing every1 saw is 2 grumpy face.. and actually i still need to throw de rubbish.. and yan say nvm.. he help me throw.. chased me back even when i insist to get de job fully done.. and dey say yan is slow and stupid.. wth is dis rite? sommore my papa still say.. "last day of work still throw wad rubbish?!" last day of work jiu can anyhow mehs? no need get things done mehs? wad logic?

jus now quarrelled all de way back home in de car.. he say if shortage ismanager prob.. not mine.. but i was de 1 in charge of de cashier ma.. of cos i need to bear responsibility.. den he say worker stay dere oso no use.. work till 5am still no result.. he den gave me a real life example.. his fren work at petrol kiosk.. manager took 50 bucks and den malign him.. force him to leave..

good example i said.. but contradicting ehh? he say lidat.. de more i shuld stay by boss' side to witness de counting rite? he simply doesnt noe wad de fuck he toking.. and my mama keep saying how lousy de system is.. wad NTUC can auto overwrite de few cents.. and i say dun compare.. is different.. even if de system is 100% same.. human hearts are all different..

frm 2day.. i learnt something.. my parents are fucking racist.. my frens are at times fucking buay zi dong.. and my dardar is de only one dat is willing to wait fer me and not bothering me when im at de busiest time..

i love my life.. but de circle arnd my life is so fucked up dat im losing interest in everything.. kanina....

AGM 2008

2008-05-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

wahaha.. finally.. i got to post using my own lappy..

2day went fer nptkd de AGM.. cos graduating student le.. got thingy to take.. no wonder dey all since last trg all ask me to go go go.. mus come mus come..

anyway.. wad dey did is a board.. den got some pictures.. den some notes wif encouraging words.. den design de board nice nice lo.. comes wif a cert oso.. haha.. i pretty like it.. see 1 day i took a pic of it den i post on frenster.. xD

tml de peeps all coming my hse eat pizza.. wahaha.. den can tok crap and enjoy de lazy sunday afternoon.. till den..!

Out of Home

2008-04-13T05:11:00.002+08:00

wahaha.. now using dardar de computer to post.. weird huh.. cos im blogging @ her HOME @ 5am in de morning..

hoho.. cos 2day come her hse pei her ma.. no1 at home.. well not only me here.. zy and kw oso here.. cos got more ppl de merrier ma.. but now dardar sleeping.. kw and zy watching powerpuff gals.. F3

anyway.. jus now went to watch de 3 kingdoms.. nice show.. but alot characters only come out show face jiu no more le.. more of andy lau.. sammo hung and maggie Q.. thou yea dey appear on de poster.. but other characters are impt as well ma..

later 7+ jiu gotta go off le.. go home sleep.. den after dat wake up play castlevania.. got alot skills nv try out.. i dun even noe dey exist in de 1st place.. den i missed out de thunder whip oso.. argh..

tml dun tink going out le ba.. go home sleep.. haha.. cant believe so "early" le im still not feeling sleepy.. even de 2 guys go sleep le.. F3

New Milestone

2008-04-09T01:12:00.002+08:00

woots.. now abt to go to bed le.. dis few days alot thingy to tok abt..

on monday whole day was lyk so busy.. cos is my kor de wedding dinner day.. den morning got de fetch bride ceremony.. i wasnt dere.. cos de previous nite me and kiat playing game.. till very very very late.. so we sleeping till abt de late morning den wake up.. during de tea ceremony my jie go den got angbao lo! damn i should have gone too.. argh..

anyway.. noon time went to arcade play.. nv swear at all.. cos keep liao xi gang.. waste time.. den go home play my castlevania till nite time..

at nite went to fort canning fer de dinner.. got alot ppl invited sia.. even those uncles playing badminton at cc at nite.. oso see dem dere.. alot "wu ehh bo ehh" ppl.. anyway.. de food served was hyper delicious.. fer my family only my papa mama sit at de red table.. only got 2.. fer de immediate and close family member.. my last uncle sat wif us lehs.. i dunno why.. sth to do wif bei fen guan xi.. my mama say 1.. well whu cares..

keke.. now comes 2day (Tuesday).. went to zenitant fer de job interview wif kw and zy.. woots finally after attachment fer so long.. im out to scout fer a job.. wahaha.. actually plan to ddr in de morning.. but in de end cannot wake up.. smacked my alarm.. den meet dem 1.30pm at platform.. but both late.. still dare to use de rain as excuse.. we meet 1.30pm but it only started raining at 1.36pm.. i checked.. >=)

well.. de interview was alright.. when we walk in de gal was saying "are u all xiuwen's frens.." lols.. seems lyk my cute dardar very famous dere.. xD hees..

anyway after filling de form.. a guy named jasper came to interview us.. listen to our voice liao den jiu brief us abit on wad we do.. tada.. lidat jiu done le.. -.-

after dat brought dem to jing ma.. aww so touched.. de auntie rmb me.. wahaha..

nite time went to airport to see mama off.. go korea fer 8 days.. argh.. den after dat went to T3 walk walk see see.. saw a small boyboy run arnd wif de suitcase.. argh.. KAWAII!! so so so wana carry him home.. haha.. super cute boyboy.. ><

other den all dis.. dunno why dis few days lyk pass very very slow.. busy wif alot of things.. even though de last time i met dardar was only last sat.. but seems lyk very long no see her le.. keep missing her all de time.. needa find 1 day go surprise her wif a sneak appearance wahaha.. dun let her noe when.. hope her face is alrite now.. >< hao xiang hao xiang dardar.. ^^

Our Big Day

2008-04-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

2day is sheng and my big day.. after 3 years.. finally went fer grading again.. hahas.. still can rmb de last time we went grading was at sec 3.. lols..

i keep my post short.. cos very tired.. lazy type.. alot ppl came dwn to support us.. very touched.. when every1 noe me and sheng going grading.. all say.. "good luck.. we will be dere to support".. ahh so touched.. heh heh my dardar got come.. shai and elliot oso got come.. den tan oso got come.. see him walk up de stairs head pop up jiu shi "siao liao.." but he 2day quite encouraging.. maybe bcos ernest is dere? hahas..

anyway.. grading dat time.. mr lee gave some final tips here and dere.. den jiu our turn le.. sheng was row 2 number 1.. im same row.. row 2 number 3.. which means sparring will meet.. aiya.. we say le.. if ever we met.. no chance given..

fer poomsae.. i dunno.. but i tink i did my best le.. and is by far de BESTEST BEST koryo i did.. far better den during de training practice.. can even see mr lee nodding head when we complete.. kena E-jang and Yuk-jang.. pure owning.. anyway give me any chapter i oso can own dem de.. wahaha..

nxt come sparring.. din do very well.. still cannot grasp de concept of grading sparring.. to lee and tan.. dey say me and sheng too slack.. total 4 rounds of sparring.. i tink i spent too much energy on poomsae.. do sparring and unarm combat wan die lidat..

after de whole thing we went outside to relax.. den chong jun come kajiao we all.. den lee and tan come out after dat.. lols.. hais.. give some tips oso lo.. say de mistake.. mainly at sparring.. so now only hope poomsae and unarm can raise our overall marks..

now at home sibeh tired.. wan die lidat.. whole body aching.. jus now took de damn long and cold bath.. very relax now.. xD

2day really very paiseh lehs.. ask dardar so early come dwn le den she wait till so bored.. >< den de rest whu came dwn oso.. thou my ahgirl came late.. but at least she got come lahs lols.. im very very touched le.. ^^ thanks all fer de support wor!! loveya all so much.. lets hope we pass =)

Chains of Events

2008-04-03T02:49:00.002+08:00

woots.. time check.. now is 2.50am.. cannot get to sleep.. so use comp slack lo.. xferring de sms.. heng dardar lend me her adaptor.. so i quickly charge up de battery den do all de stuff i need..

well.. dat day (30~31 March) went to nite cycle wif kw.. actually target is telok blangah crescent (yes! dardar de hse).. but den halfway jiu go back le.. reason simple.. bike spoilt.. haha.. actually got alot thingy spoilt lo.. 1st thing i realise when i start de journey is de gears.. no matter how hard i adjust.. is at gear 1.. i cycle dao siao.. after dat is de brakes.. rear brakes aint working very well..

hais.. we went de boring and safe way.. 1 straight road to jurong.. den reach SP dere.. i became a SUPERMAN.. din see de curb as i brake.. den when it goes dwn de curb it jerks.. and i did a front flip.. song sia.. 1st time did it.. but landed on my back.. but de feeling is WOOHOO..

continue to move on till buona vista.. den found out de steering wheel.. or bar.. loosen.. den de whole thing wobble wobble.. seems lyk a kid jus learn to cycle.. LOLs.. so gotta turn back.. hais.. we walked fer lyk so many petrol station.. non got alan keys.. in de end slowly walk and cycle abit abit.. finally reach cck.. nv been so happy to see my neighbourhood b4.. time check.. abt coming to 4am..

dats de F day.. 1st of april went out early in de morning.. meet dardar at raffles place.. cos she went to sign contract wif de abn-amro bank.. so i tagged along to join her fer breakfast lo.. after went to suntec cos she wana look at de bikes.. hmm.. all lyk not bad lehs.. only complain is de gears.. all is turn turn no press press 1.. den dar din place order cos she wana look fer promo prices lols..

hais.. i went arcade play ddr extreme.. den make dardar late fer de trial test.. gotta take cab dwn.. wasted 10 bucks flat.. so guilty.. she din got thru her FTT again.. nvm dar.. jiayou! sure can make it at de nxt round de.. =)

okie.. 2day.. family day.. a day when no work is mentioned.. means i hafen called zenitant.. damn.. went out wif jie in de afternoon to ddr.. no1 playing at all.. F3.. den go home pompom go out wif papa mama.. found out my earpiece missing.. knn dunno where it go.. whole set can worth coming to 50 bucks.. argh..

anyway.. put dat aside.. papa say wana go sit de singapore flyer.. woots.. he say he got free fer himself den 25% discount fer tickets he purchase.. actually mama dun wan sit de.. den we dun care jus buy de tickets..

haha she so funny sia.. hear anything or feel any jerking.. she will go "ahh!!" "dun anyhow lehs".. dis and dat.. lols.. we took alot of pictures.. mainly wif alot of weird poses.. nxt time if i not lazy den i post up here..

de ride took abt 30mins.. after dat we din shop much.. went to balestier to eat chicken rice balls.. actually no much difference.. de rice roll into a ball nia lo.. de uncle's chop chicken skill lyk ****.. but taste still as delicious.. heh heh.. 2day committed big big sin.. i ate 4 rice balls.. and nv chew chew chew swallow.. siao liao..

tml gonna be a boring day.. must make sure i call acer fer repair.. and oso zenitant.. go dwn fer de interview.. nervous and oso excited.. am oso still waiting fer kw de "da tou wa wa" job.. hope can get it oso.. =D

*money money come come*

My new e-Amusement Pass!

2008-03-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

haha.. 2day went to lot1 play DDR wif my jie.. bought an e-pass fer myself.. heh heh.. now targetting de penguin outfit baby-lon character.. heh heh..

hais.. but 2day never play very long thou.. cos got 1 pair of sec sch kids.. accompany buy a gay boy.. tapped 4 credits 1 shot.. we see liao so wth.. how to play sia.. needa wait fer so long.. so we left.. dat gay boy is really a disgrace to men.. offer de drinks lyk maciam dey are queens.. merely a babi utan and babi rhussa.. god.. wadever..

tml going out wif mama to de travel agency.. so morning stay at home ba.. wednesday b4 go regent den go ddr again xD

miss my dardar so much.. dunno how she doing.. oh well.. looking forward to all weekends.. sunday is never boring le.. =D

Pulau Ubin Trip

2008-03-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

2day wake up damn early.. cos meeting every1 go pulau ubin play.. overall got me.. jie.. dardar.. kw.. zy.. and sheng go..

reach dere in de mid morning.. den go start cycling.. at 1st start cycling double de bike wif dardar.. den not very shun.. but later all jiu WOOHOO.. chiong lo..

now very tired to say more.. type more oso lazy.. in short we travel de whole of ubin.. wif good weathers.. no raining.. so we all all tanned.. now my hand so sexy brown.. lyk so healthy.. love it so much.. very even de tann.. xD

tml gonna go concord.. so tired.. but bo pian.. have plan fer dem le.. make sure dey can make it fer grading.. aiyoyo.. so tired..

i love de color of my tanned skin.. wahaha.. =x

Steady Days

2008-03-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

lol.. recently dis weekend was so eventful..

saturday.. went out fer de xinyao festival to listen to song.. so went wif dardar along wif de gang lo.. aiyoyo.. ky de frens are so "xi-gang" liao-ers.. den we walk so fast.. dey walk so slow.. but nvm lahs.. cos we reach dere early.. very early.. had alot of fun ahaha.. zy bastard.. told us de wrong place.. heng we nv listen to him.. he cant even differentiate national museum and singapore arts museum.. F3..

after de show we went eat eat.. den go esplanade enjoy wind.. nv sit very long oso.. cos dere lyk renovation.. nowhere to sit.. so every1 sit everywhere.. hais.. so sian.. de jie sunday got work.. so we go home lo.. dardar come my hse sleep.. whole nite can be tgt again heh heh.. but nxt time mus early fetch her home.. if not will portray a bad image to her oso..

after lim de whole nite.. tok crap till 3am.. sunday dardar still wake up so early.. 8am lehs.. den 9am+ jiu call me wake up le.. den after breakfast go dardar hse fix de router.. den after dat went to watch rule no.1.. scary show.. i sort of scare myself frm de start to de end.. cos keep haf a wulu feeling abt de show.. argh..

dis morning wake up jiu call dardar.. she got employed at de bank le.. so happy fer her.. so she now only waiting fer ta ming to come back den send her resignation letter..

i whole day rotting at home.. so sian.. kw and ky go out bo jio.. so i rot.. den zy ask me lim.. i nv reply.. LET HIM WAIT.. wahaha..

anyway.. tml den lim.. 2day dun wana go le.. main lead not here to say story.. den let zy wait lo.. wait fer him to call le den say.. now happy calling dardar.. woohoo.. tml go back sch.. either dat or wednesday.. tml go arcade.. >=)

Differences

2008-03-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

2day done all de things dat i promised long ago but din get it done.. report to NP on my IVP injuries.. called up insurance company.. but hafen do up de stupid auntie eating on de bus.. cos myjie bluetooth device cannot xfer pictures.. so top priority is to repair de lappy..

anyway.. difference between lappy WARRANTY and lappy INSURANCE.. jus now de agent was telling me.. INSURANCE only covers physical damage not caused by the equipment itself.. lyk theft.. lappy drop.. water pour on it all dis.. and WARRANTY covers equipment wear and tear..

say so much.. it means i cant use de insurance claim.. waste my time.. but anyway if i go acer service centre.. i got 3 years onsite and parts & labour.. so shuld be not dat expensive.. den nvm lo..

dis morning went lot1 wif my jie.. jump DDR fer de whole day.. starting de card scanner got prob.. so cannot jump.. den my jie knock and knock.. finally can tap 1 credit in.. after dat hang again.. den my jie dulan ask de guy fix.. wahaha.. before dat every1 tot spoilt le den go away.. after fixed le nobody play.. so we play de whole day lo..

finally wana go home le.. cos got a boy tap in.. so let him play lo.. we play whole day le anyway.. but he lyk act so pro.. in de end play BEGINNER.. worse den basic players.. den my jie so buay kan let him play.. den go tap again.. wads most diao de is.. he play every round wif 1 leg sure at de centre.. and after a round he will turn and look at us.. dunno why.. F3

tml whole day at home again.. but i got de DDR map accompany me.. wahaha.. >=D

Back to Training

2008-03-08T04:11:00.003+08:00

wahaha.. later sure late fer breakfast wif de concord peeps.. see wad time le i still meddling here.. anyway was playing castlevania.. was so enthu till i came online to search all abt dat game.. but sian diao.. found out so many secrets which i hafen revealed in de game..

anyway.. leg still not okie.. but IM BACK IN TRAINING! actually 2day dun wana go ck de.. cos sheng never go.. dat means if i go.. deres a high probability dat i will TAKE CLASS.. nononono.. DUN WANT.. anyway.. i push ernest to take jogging.. cos he knew abt sheng de 3 thumb rules.. which i dun.. i find it funny.. i cant remember dem..

den after i got de equipments wif lusi.. found derrick taking class instead.. den mr lee came over tok tok abit.. suddenly ask: "derrick take class alone arh.." we all diam diam do warm up.. LOL

den shortly tan came.. den do some sort of light sparring training.. i found out dat my right leg score quite song song lehs.. de feeling so different.. cos i can onli use my right leg to score.. if i shoot my left leg out.. tan will shoot his leg into my butt.. argh..

well well.. now den i noe.. lusi take photo.. quite handsome seh.. siao siao.. sitting on de toilet bowl oso can take photo lyk model.. ahaha! =x woops

later sheng not going concord.. sure can manage 1.. ahaha.. nxt week go ck see tan shoot sheng.. so looking forward.. ahaha!

Sibeh Sian

2008-03-04T21:00:00.003+08:00

2day.. sucha boring day.. sleep de whole day mama scold.. heng im good at closing both ears.. treat as wind blowing.. sibeh kaopei.. i sleep got wrong arh.. all she wan is money money money..

i hate her attitude..

tml onwards im all out.. wun stay at home to hear her bullshits..

jus tinking of getting away frm home.. im getting excited already.. since dey dun wan to see me at home.. their wish will be granted soon.. F3

NTU Open

2008-02-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

2day damn damn boring.. was out de whole day wif sheng.. went to Liang Seng @ Tg Katong to buy the gloves.. but de price is so so expensive.. 40 bucks?! is lyk daylight robbery lo.. anyway we din buy the gloves.. cos dis tournament not compulsory yet..

so we went fer pool @ mambo billiard.. de atmosphere still as good as ever lols.. after pool went to nptkd clubhouse.. tot can get 1 more jacket.. tio pian by qingming.. he say last year get le dis year cannot get again liao.. F3 den T shirt paid fer de money but hafen get it yet.. diao.. in de end only get padding and headgear.. F3

1st opponent against NUS.. fighting on Saturday.. i always got de pressure fighting against Uni fighters.. but dis year im lyk so excited.. excited to CRUSH him.. last year fighting fer sch.. must bring back de glory! >=)

New Blog, New Life

2008-02-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

haha i love dis skin so much.. Music title Libra from DrumMania and GuitarFreaks.. Very special thanks to Michelle de creator.. thou i dunno whu she is.. but i search libra and saw dis 1st skin.. den "OK dis is wad i wan.." (:

okie lets start a brand new year.. brand new life.. brand new bikini.. i mean beginning.. =x

Ordinary Day

2008-02-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

2day nth much to tok abt.. went back to Chass to have lunch wif dardar, ginny and isaac.. saw kahpeng and angie in de train.. dang it dey going east coast BBQ.. den cancelled away our 1 le.. well.. quite hard to plan oso ma.. cos i got NTU open.. den dat day dey all free.. weekdays some working.. den nxt few weeks some oso not free.. aiii.. nvm lo.. since cannot coordinate..

well.. after dat went back to regent.. late abit.. but dey jus started jogging nia.. de new white belts kinda mischievious.. mr lee not arnd den dey play play.. take so long to fall in.. den sheng dulan come take over den all so scared scared.. buahaha.. so song..

tml going out to buy de glove wif sheng.. den go back to get de jacket and T shirt..

nxt upcoming days cannot see dardar.. life will be bored.. aiiiiii.....

tink maybe wana plan an outing fer de regent tkd kids.. all lyk children.. de way dey play.. nice bunch of kids actually.. hope if possible this batch will be better den de pioneers.. anyway de pioneer batch.. now only left me and sheng......

Back to Blogging

2008-02-25T18:13:00.001+08:00

well oh well.. finally im opening up my blog to all again.. guess its time to do so already.. wads in de past had passed by fer so long already..

anyway im sick of my old blogskin already.. since i got so much free time at home now.. maybe i can create my very own skin? argh.. be it HTML or ASP.net.. im lyk so rusty in using dem already.. gotta refresh abit of memory..

everyday i keep saying wana go look fer a job.. im de end im jus rotting at home.. seem kinda bastard ehh.. maybe i really shuld go out walk walk.. outsource see if anywhere wana hire ppl.. if dun haf de money.. how to give my family and dardar de best? hmm..

if im free.. and not lazy.. i will add in a tagboard.. if not.. den too bad lo.. =P

Best Day

2008-01-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

hees.. 2day so so so happy.. morning wake up was playing lunia wif my jie while waiting fer my dardar to come.. dang it sia.. she dun wan let me noe when she come out.. den cannot go fetch her.. notti gal..

well anyway.. once she reached we go fer lunch tgt at market dere.. she ate western i eat fish slice bee hoon.. but it was horrible.. zhu chao style.. argh..

den when come home.. play lunia tgt.. hees.. but den so dulan.. cos stage dwn.. cannot play.. so we went to take a nap.. sleep dao arnd 6+ den wake up..

pompom hao le went to chinatown for dinner at maxwell food centre.. wah so many ppl.. comin to new year mood everywhere is ren ji ren..

hees.. den after all de shop shop fetch her home.. 1st time M2M kiss goodbye.. hees.. only when i board de bus den i realise is M2M.. tink le jiu blush.. hees love her so much..

dunno if tml shuld push away de sales dept dinner.. cos mama and jie wana ask me and dardar go watch cloverfield.. hmm.. tink i push away de dinner ba =x

Sweet Day with Dardar

2008-01-14T23:27:00.004+08:00

hi all.. haha.. im back to blogging..!!

2day is de day of report submission.. last min hug buddha leg.. very jialat.. but heng everything ended nicely.. but my fren lyk so sad lo.. he din manage to submit on time.. late.. but still accepted by the teachers.. den steven called and told him his report is a F report.. omg.. but heng steven never call me.. i did put in effort lo.. all purely typed and copyrighted by me.. no other reference.. F3

anyway.. de main point is not abt de report.. is abt de day spent wif dardar ytd.. hees.. went to her hse arnd de evening time.. celebrate min min de bday.. hahas.. den went dwnstairs de kopitiam eat zhu chao.. 1st time met her second sister and jie fu.. but dey look so familiar.. 1st impression is lyk my hse dere de bank teller?

anyway.. after de dinner.. went up to her hse to cut cake.. b4 dat in her room chit chat and watch tv.. let min min play her comp.. some barney de game lols.. xD den saw de little book dardar made fer me.. i plead fer quite some time den she allow me to take a peek..

wahh im so touched lehs.. she decorate till so nice.. den write dwn everything abt us.. im so so so so so so touched.. i love my dardar so so so much man =x hees.. her bday comin up soon.. planned a big surprise fer her.. but now dun let her noe 1st.. let her xin yang yang.. keezz

hees we look lyk 1 happy family rite? ^^ i simply love my dardar so much =) muacks!

Post

2008-01-12T15:52:00.001+08:00

Im still posting.. i hafen quit blogging..

Class Gathering

2007-12-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm far east.. 2day took half day off.. cos afternoon got graduation class photo taking.. inaugural de anyway.. cos is under de NP photography club.. anyway i saw de soft copy.. its done up pretty nice xD

anyway.. after de photo taking went to far east fer dinner.. thai food.. damn nice seh.. we got 12 ppl.. den outside dun haf big table.. so dey open a room fer us.. den we inside lyk so damn noisy.. tok tok scream scream and luff luff LOLs.. hope de photo can reach my hand soon ehh.. den i will try to scan it up and put inside my blog or frenster wheepiie..

2day is de second day at sales le.. get to know wad dey expect dis and dat.. dis week horoscope will be very busy.. but dun complain cos my hard work will be recognised..

tinkin back.. real true ehh.. cos after dis week.. im goin to be free frm de polo project.. friday gonna propose le.. i hafen start on it yet.. tink later gotta come up wif de hard copy draft fer it.. tml come jiu can start on de soft coopy le.. thursday do de polo manual.. song.. all DONE!

lols.. say is say.. will do onot.. dats a different thing

Cloud 9

2007-11-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

im so happy 2day..

she's so cute..

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

i jus hope to start frm fren.. and dis is wad i hope is de 1st step..

horoscope says i will find blossom luck at workplace.. so so so accurate.. omg my face is so red.. ^^

Friends Last Forever

2007-11-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

2day at work so sian.. i can say other den taking stock.. i din do anything fer de rest of de day.. onli sit arnd tokin wif clemence.. hahas.. dunno why all of a sudden he became my godfather.. cos he say he dreamt of me being his godson.. o.O so he became my godfather too LOLs..

anyway.. after work.. at bt batok dere.. saw a cute girl.. sec sch gal.. den when waiting fer bus saw her frens.. den wave wave.. den in de bus saw deir frens again.. den wave wave again.. lyk so fun and bonded.. my point is not abt seeing all de cute gals arnd.. but it makes me rmb de times we ad in de sec sch days.. really miss it alot.. but nowadays if saw sec sch frens.. wana tok more oso dun haf de time.. after all we do haf things to busy wif.. working.. studying.. some even go university le..

well.. some ppl say frens last forever.. thousands of email saying "thou we seldom meet.. but i still rmb u.. my best fren.." but de thing is.. how long will dis mindset last..?

fer me.. i jus hope close frens arnd me wun forget abt de times we had tgt.. i wun wana forget dem oso..

emotional all of a sudden.. lols.. i do haf my emotional side too hor..

TASK!

2007-11-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

2day's a very happy day.. well da day i mentioned abt de horoscope thingy huh.. i forgot if i got blogged it down.. anyway.. fer 2day my horoscope says that de golden star will descend into my life and make a change fer good..

well.. of cos im excited.. im no kinda lyk so horoscope guy.. so 2day i tot de polo event is de change and maybe de golden star is kelvin or even boss.. well..

lets see.. de polo ppl din call in to activate de office.. dunno why oso.. no instructions frm either lina or kelvin.. but later on kelvin brought all of us to de pegasus room fer a short meeting.. and started to assign projects to us..

jeremy will be in charge of de OCS 2007 implementation.. which he will get to interact wif de actual microsoft engineers.. sounds pretty cool huh..

fer me i willbe in charge fer de polo thingy completely.. doing de full fledge manual and do some sort of a presentation.. sth lidat.. full details i oso forgot le..

yuanhan will be doing de mass deployment of office OS.. same thing fully in charge.. and oso needa do some sort of presentation..

so as fer dis weekend.. will be quite busy.. gotta do alot of research and work and preparation fer de meeting on monday.. hais..

another shocking thing.. 2day serene came to tell me dat she will be shifting me to sales dept arnd mid month.. totally shocked.. i dun wana go dere.. but since boss is at de back lookin.. reluctantly accepted it 1st.. but den i found out dat sales is doing de ERP.. pick calls.. dis and dat.. and i tot.. yuan han last time is CS dept de ma.. so i can recommend him to go instead of me.. he say he dun mind anyway.. since he dun lyk to go out wif site engineer.. xD

well well.. so whu is dis golden star here..? serene..? boss..? kelvin..? or yuanhan..? -.-''

I'm not outta job!

2007-10-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

recently real busy.. alot things to do suddenly.. all de servers and projects comin.. ytd nite den do finish de TOR.. but cannot submit.. cos after 12am le.. so i posted it at my logbook instead..

real sad cos de 2 interns dat will be sacked is out.. im not de 1 thou.. but ever since i met dem we really can be said as good friends le ba.. thou when i heard dat dey wana sack 2 interns i start to work my ass off and finally succeeded in covering my ass.. but inevitably harmed my 2 other friends.. guess dis is reality man..

2day SP's chief intern in charge.. a liaison officer and a school teacher came over fer a meeting wif de company.. seems lyk it doesnt sound too good.. cos sent fer alot of full time in and out of de room.. cos ive been put incharge of setting up a office room.. rite beside de meeting room nia.. den very awkward..

well.. de results.. not as bad as dey tot.. dey are given 1 more chance.. stay fer 1 more month to work.. but according to kahpeng things wun be as good.. dey got a feeling dat 1 more month later boss might still sack dem.. either way is de same result.. cos fer SP if dey fail deir internship.. is as good as failing de diploma.. out of de sch.. seems lyk either boss is keen to give a chance fer dem to shine or is jus out to kill dem totally.. no1 noes.. but de reason dey give to de sch is not really nice.. in fact not de truth.. a misunderstanding.. sigh..

so now it will be a tough attachment ahead le.. ytd chat wif classmate via msn.. ask me if de office is big.. i said comin to 100 dunno issit big or small.. den he say his company dere onli 7 ppl..

i was thinking.. why wuld a big company which profit up to few millions a year be hiring interns to work fer deir big projects..? cheap labor or wad other reasons..?

2007-10-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

sian sia.. dunno when de termination will come.. now every1 dat knew it.. well.. dey din say anything oso.. onli sheng.. keep asking if i will get sack.. lyk keep on cursing me to kena terminate lidat.. zz.. ITS NOT CONFIRM DAT I WILL BE TERMINATED!!

seriously.. thou onli worked fer 2 weeks.. im kinda attached to dis dept le.. i noe where everything is placed.. if i wan something.. where i go to look fer it.. i had fun wif reddy and wilson.. along wif kekhin and agnes.. not forgetting de SP interns too.. hais.. dun wish to go lehs.. but if i dun go.. some1 else frm SP gotta go.. well.. but i hope im not de 1 to go.. not up to me to decide i guess..

anyway.. 2day building de BladeCenter server.. till 2day den noe dat 1 of de module is de advance management module.. not de nortell switch.. we all got misled by jeremy.. now dunno how.. den de boxes wif de serial numbers oso thrown away by him.. den reddy had a hard time tracing back.. wan tok to yuan han cos he is de 1 doing de IRQ all dis.. but he not arnd.. left me.. him and wilson go check it all out.. server gotta be out by thursday.. and tml maybe got 1 more server comin in..

i really hope can stay on.. hahas.. starting to enjoy wad im doing le.. de servers.. de files.. de lunch time.. but NOT de slack time.. cos dats de onli sian part..

friday might be goin on site.. AFTER 6PM?! see if i can push it off..